So most of you are wondering why I haven't been updating. And there are several things why. The most important reason is because of my laptop....which is now dead. Like dead dead. I mean screen cracked and officially gone to laptop heaven. How it became like that, I have no freaking idea. My brother, my nephew most likely. Since my brother is not that stupid to throw something at the laptop screen.  

Stuff have been going on in my life, like personal emotional problems. And I don't want to sound like "oh care about me I want attention and crap~!" no, I don't want to shove my problems to the world and get pity or whatever, but recently Ive been contemplating that I'm depressed and just not happy with my life. I smile a lot and  I'm happy, or so I thought I was. I didn't even know whether I was happy or not with how I've  been living. I'd feel tired and have no motivation to do anything with my life. I feel like I'm a disappointment to my mom, because of how I'm "like my brother" even though I am not. I don't smoke, drink, have bad grades, or have a freakin child at the age of 17. 

I'm sorry about me ranting I just don't know what to do

. Here in AFF, what I do know is that I'm happy. I have things to look forward to. Friends and readers to make happy and smile. ever since I found this website, I'm happier. I made good friends, gained a few "fans" of my stories. It makes me smile to know how people love reading my stories. My really thankful for my readers and friends. Without you guys, I'll keep moving on. :) 

oh and I'll try to get my dads laptop to update and stuff^^ 

heads up! After I finish one of my stories I have a new one ;) I've been writing in a notebook since my laptop is now in laptop heaven. "all laptops go to heaven" (get it? All Dogs go to heaven. The movie? Lol)

my laptop. You were so beautiful. Thank you for your slick keyboard. Bye my pictures...and everything  in it... You'll always be in my heart. 

Yeah. Ill go now.  On my itouch so it's kind of hard to type. Bye. Lalaloves~ 

Happy holidays. 

Xoxo,

Gossipanda_poke LOLOLOL. (sorry I had to?) 

p.s, 

Stop it, you devil! Do you like it so far? 

And is it weird I have like 4 stories that are not complete? Like is it a burden? Cause this have been on my mind since forever!!!