Dear Readers,

I am officially announcing I am hiatus. I'm sorry it took so long to announce it, but I'm pretty sure some just figured it out? 

I apologize for all the readers who were looking forward to my updates on all my current stories:

Dancing with Another Man

Love is Sin

We're Now Pronounced Hubby and Wifey!

L of Infinite is MY Boyfriend!

Lately, I've been feeling a bit different: uninspired, stressed, and dejected.

It's usually the same things other authors might feel similar. I'll list my reasons of why I am feeling like those right now.

First, uninspired. 

Honestly. It's just that. I have no motivation whatsoever. It's definitely not a writers block. I can definitely write. It just feels bland and has no feelings at all. And I don't want to give any of my readers a bland chapter. It's just boring and y. And it might not feel that way to you guys.

But to me, I feel it. And I don't like it one bit.

Second, stressed.

School. And that's it. College is really a this quarter (my school has a quarter system). I've been so stressed out with paying tuition and housing. Doing my FAFSA (financial aid, which I still have to freaking do). And just all this stupid, useless education that I don't really need, yet I'm paying for.

Lame excuse I always have, but always true.

Third, dejected.

Comments. The uninspiration ties in with the dejection. I feel sad and unwanted. Yes, I don't update like before, but that's because I'm not a high school student anymore. I don't have time and freedom like before. I'm not some teenage kid who can mess around. I'm a teen at the verge of being an adult and working on my own future. I'm 19 going on 20. 

It's a scary feeling to mess up at where I am currently at.

"College is all about freedom!"

True, but also total bull. This aint like the movies. This is real life and it's MY life. 

But anyways, back to the real topic of COMMENTS. 

Sorry, but like all authors, I too like to see some good, juicy comments. Feedback fuels the writing grinds in my brain.

And I don't need paragraphs, though those are nice to read.

I just want something other than these few words: 

"Update soon!!!!" 

"I miss this story, update soon!"

"Author pleeeeaase update soooonn!"

Yes. The typical "Update soon" comment. I get them all the time. I don't like them one bit now. I cringe at them. And I feel horrible. 

I mean, if all I see are commands or words of action like those, I don't want to update. 

Guys, authors really don't like to see those. We want to see flavor of insights of what you thought about our updates!

We want to see thoughts, feelings, opinions (don't be too harsh though!), and anything else but "UPDATE SOOOON!!!". 

And, I know not everyone comments like that and I do appreciate each and every comment I get, but when I get stuff like that, I just feel 'eh.'

I'm sorry again, to be like this. I don't like it one bit.

But, I don't know when I'll come back. 

I love you guys a lot. I truly do and I'm thankful for all of you reading my stories.

When I started writing on here, I really thought no one would read my stories, but I gained so much experience, readers, and friends! I even got featured twice! And that's something I definitely didn't expect :). 

Don't worry, I'll come back. 

Just not yet.

Take care. Be safe. 

Much love,

PANDA