I read hell of a lot of romantic and fluff fics and stories. Usually I find that lots of story have main characters with emotional problems and dark past or sad past or something like that. And I write stories like that too, where the characters have a sad life or something but I have never in my life properly developed the character’s sadness because the story is a romantic one. So I wanna try writing something short and aghast-filled. So here we go…

She looked at herself in the mirror and wondered if she would ever become like one of the pretty and popular girls from her schools. She knew she wasn’t pretty and no boy would look at her. In her own eyes she wasn’t pretty.

She wished she would just die. Maybe than no one had to suffer from looking at her ugly face and most of all she wouldn’t have to suffer because of her ugliness.

She wished she was prettier and more popular…maybe than just maybe some one would look at her. No matter what she did, he never looked at her. He had someone else. He had the popular girl and it made her feel even uglier.

Every day she would stare at the mirror calling herself ugly. She did not deserve to live. She was too ugly for this world.

She stared at the millions of cuts on her wrist. How much she loved the pain even though she wanted it to be a punishment…but she liked the pain. She then turned her attention to the dried blood on the floor. The crimson of her blood had stained the floor and she didn’t even bother to clean it up. She loved it.

The pain.

The sight of her blood on the floor.

She just wished she could end her life. It would be better for so many people. Her hands shook as she opened the drawer and pulled out the all to familiar blade. She smiled to herself.

You are beautiful.

Lies.

And once again the blade met her skin. The blood met the floor. 

So if you have any opinions on this short fic feel free to message me. I accept compliments and cretinism. It helps me improve. Feel free to tell me anything about this fic and maybe anyways I can improve it. I want to be able to write a good aghast fic so if you read it feel free to tell me your thoughts.