Today I got in a quite an argument with the school's social worker. She kept on blaming me for feeling nothing bad when my parents got me my expensive phone... I got mad and told her that I feel nothing bad because they were pretty calm doing something I'd never forgive them... she started telling me meet a frikkin psychologist!!!! Rly? my parents abuse me daily both physical and mentally and I have to be grateful for life... yes sure... I was sooooo grateful back then 3 years ago when I tried to take my life and failed...the main thing is that I can't choose family... I accept mine as it is, but I Don't want to force myself and actually feel bad when the buy me... tell me am I wrong? what do I do? I love my family even how they are, but I hate when strangers call me ungrateful... my rant is finished... that's why I never tell anyone about my family in person... they'd never believe... everyone are so eager to blame and forget to listen...