i can't find my ovaries

dokyungsoo ♥

he's the epitome of perfection you guys. gull i can't explain whut i feel. he's the guy who changed my life (along with kris). he doesn't know how much i adore him because well he doesn't even know who i  am he doesn't know i exist /stabsmyself i use my love for him as an inspiration. my grades are improving for exo is always making meh happy. i don't know when will i ever stop being an exotic. my father said "you don't need to see those celebrities" while my friends say "they're just humans" 

"they're just humans."

my friend is crazy as crap. you can kill her /loads gun oh andd get this; she is in love kai and is becoming an exotic and i have no idea why she said that but i just want to push her in the building. if she's an exotic she shouldn't have said that. my heart tore apart when i heard her say those non-sense.. they're not just humans to me. they're more than that. they're the first ever group that makes me jump like a mental person, squeal like i'm about to die, eat my hair like an idiot and i don't even care.

 lmao what a derp.

i am going to meet them next year but it's still not yet decided because my parents are selfish & that's another story. what if i will get to meet our beloved boys? what if they'll just ignore me like a person seeing a dog poop? you know i'm the dog poop yatta yatta blah blah i think you get meh now.

u think being a fangirl is easy

u think its fun to see a photo of them and fall down and cry and throw yourself out the window

u think i wanted this

u think i asked for this

u dont know me

u dont know anything

if you read everything then.. i love you. /hugs