Hey guys! My first blog post!!!! >.< I decided to write a blog post about Heechul oppa's last stage performance before going to the army... I thought that it was a good idea to dedicate my first blog post to him. :) I'm not a big fan of Heenim but I still am an elf and I love and always will love all 15 members and support them till the end. So here it is!!! ;)

Gosh I cried my heart out watching their performance and their thank you speech! To be honest I was never (or more like thought I was never) a big heechul fan but I guess I realized that I really am his fan after crying so hard. Seriously it was my first time crying so hard that my eyes turned red for heechul oppa. Guess this happens when you fall in love with 15 dorks for the same group. You love each member. Even though we all have a fav member or two, every member still has a special place in our hearts. :) super junior+elf= forever <3

I went on allkpop as soon as I woke up at like 7:00 the first article I saw on my Itouch was : ''Super Junior’s Leeteuk cries as Heechul gives his final words on ‘Inkigayo’'' and as soon as I saw it my tears wouldn't stop falling.... I didn't want to cry and promised myself that I wouldn't cry and just support oppa and be happy for him. You know, like looking at the bright side and stuff... But I guess it didn't work... I then went on to watch their Mr. SImple performance. I was already crying a river and it just got worst when the fans changed the chant from: '' Su-per Ju-ni-or Mr Sim-ple!'' to '' Su-per Ju-ni-or Kim Hee-chul! Milky white skin Kim Heechul!'' I cried throught the whole performance I even start sobbing!!!! I usually don't sob when crying. The tears just fall. xP I even had to pause the video to make sure no one was going to come and check if I was okay! ;OOOO 

I thought to myself: '' Well, it can't get any worst can it?'' Well, that's when I was wrong... When I watching the part here they showed the winner I was already crying. When they named Super Junior and you saw everyone happy and Ryeowook, Shindong and the others huggin Heechul I cried harder. But I definitely cried the most when Leeteuk said his thank you speech and said it was Heechul's last performance before going to the army and started crying madly. When Heechul said his speech I was crying, in fact I cried the whole time! I tried to be less sad by watching Kyuhyun's performance on Immortal song episode 13. I was happy but I just wasnt that happy. I wasnt screaming like usual and I wasnt smiling until my cheeks started hurting..... No matter how hard I tried I just couldn't be as happy as usual. If the last performance was bad what will happen when I see him actually leave on thursday?!?!?!? :OOO

Anyways, the thing I wanted to tell you guys is not how much I cried because of Heechul leaving for the army (though I have no idea why I did. xD). I just want to say that as an elf, I am happy and proud to be one. Not because they are asia's most popular boy group, nor because their all handsome, nor because bit by bit their popularity is rising as high as the stars( though it's true and im an elf because of those reasons to. xP) But because the members are humble and down to earth. They love their fans like if we're family and they love each other. Their good sunbaenims to their hoobaes and good hoobaes to their sunbaenim. They can be HUGE dorks when they want to be but that's just another reason to why  we love them. They are human to so  of course they have feelings. When we see them sad, we're sad. I know you guys have probably read this like EVERYWHERE but as elfs, we should love and support them no matter what happens. Just because they have girlfriends or leaving for the army or haven't been active with the group bcz of acting or even left bcz of the group for some company issues doesn't mean we should not love and support them, right? 

I must sound weird saying all these things to you guys but it just goes to show you that im an elf and will always be one till the day I die. Heechul oppa is leaving for army duties. Yes, im sad that his leaving for 2 years, but look at the bright side, he will come back. Besides, it's not like he's the only one going to the army, EVERY member is going to leave at some point to go serve 2 years in the army and you can't change that fact. It's their duty as korean man and they are more than willing to do it. I am happy to know that. Let's just hope that when every member finishes their duties in the army that they come back as one once again as Super Junior. That's all I've got to sat guys! Thanks for reading!!! >.< 

Super Junior Hwaiting! Heechul Hwaiting! Elf Hwaiting HEECHUL WE'LL MISS YOU AND WE'LL WAIT TILL YOU COME BACK!!!! >.<

Love ya! <3 - Hyukmin1305