(this is the first try on Lu's hair. it's not blond but please appreciate her pink lingerie before Kai ripped it off her ^^)

So, I was sick and I had deadline at work today, and I'm not supposed to write, but I can't stand it if I don't write this story because I'm so curious with the end. Maybe you'll think of me as a weirdo because I can read the draft over and over and I know the ending but it's not fun, because when I edited the story I'll add some scene here and there that's why I'm updating in hurry so I can share this feeling equally to you, like, when I hate Kai you'll know why ^^

Songs for this fic:

Main song: Letters - Utada Hikaru (I made a fanvid about this story but it's still on progress ^^)

Additional songs: One direction - It's Gotta Be You : : Tsuki no Shijima - Yui Makino : : Hitomi - In the future : : Overnight - Aya

sorry to all my friends I'm just so ed up right now XD oh, and something funny happened when I wrote let out the beast, I keep adressing dio and lu as 'her' lol and I can't write it right now because i'm in 'angst' mode, while that one just a total fluff lol

ps: I may need a few days for writing about Dio, searching the right song but if you asked me to update soon, that'll be helping me a lot