This week has been total crap for me. I mean, Monday and Sunday were fine. Monday I actually went out for dim sum with my bff. But from there....having so much trouble focusing in school now. I feel like my ability to hold onto information is slipping away. Grades were fairly high, and now I've just screwed them over.

English teacher didn't specify that we had to read a specific section as well...heck, half the class didn't even know where it was. So I know I messed up the back of the test... I studied like crazy for it...for math, too. I thought I was doing well on my math test, but then I realized that I couldn't finish in time. I'm absolutely devastated. My teacher just watched me break down in tears as he took my test away. I studied so hard, but the test... I'm not even sure if most of what I answered was right. I went for tutoring and everything, and to fail this bad is the biggest disappointment. Also, a history assignment from two weeks ago..forgot about it, didn't do it, so teacher gave partial credit. Then I found out that my friend and I made a mistake in the chem lab...A-, but still so off.

My birthday is coming up too...I feel like I can't even enjoy it, knowing I screwed over my grades for the rest of first semester. My life...