Hello! Right now I'm quite bored so I created this dumb blog post. But anyway thanks for checking it out. Its about....ughhh... random stuff? Aha! Feelings of a charater in one of my stories.  Enjoy!

 

My Decision?

 

Everyday, I saw him, wanting me to be the apple of his eyes but instead, I saw him looking at her, my bestfriend, not me.

 

At first, I thought it was my imagination but it happened again and again. And at that moment, I knew that it’s no imagination. It’s clearly proven.

 

He likes her. I repeat, HER. Not me.

 

Jealousy was fuming inside of me, but I managed to get control of myself. It’s fun hanging out with her since she’s fearless. But everytime I saw him talking to

her, I keep my head down, wanting to not believe what is true.

 

Then, out of nowhere, he did something that shocked me. Turning pure admiration to hatred.

 

Starting from that moment, I hated him. Correction. I despise him. Everytime I pass by him, I pretended as if he doesn’t exist.

 

But I know deep down, inside me, I still have a soft spot for him. But again, in reality, I hated him. I tried to fought any feelings that’s gonna make me like him

back. I tried to be cruel.

 

But I can’t. I don’t know why. I just can’t.  So, now I’m tied. Half of me hated him. Half of me liked him. 50-50. Right now, I’m just hoping for one more percent to

finalizes my decision.

 

Should I like him?

Should I hate him?

 

I’m tied. I don’t want to suffer because of my wrong decision. So, which one should I choose?

 

Like or Hate?

Admiration or Hatred?

Dreaming or Ignoring?
 

But most of all, which one is gonna be the decision that’s gonna break my heart? Which one?

 

 

By, your super-bored author,

Sakura2125