/sigh/

D-1 until Bigbang Alive Tour in my country. I really want to go, but too much problems. First, of course money and then permission. I 've tried some quiz(s) for free tickets but i have no luck. Well, i'm always have no luck T_T 

Few months ago, Beautiful Show. Oh goshhhhhhhhhh!!! Because i couldn't come, i won't open my twitter and tumblr for a week! Even i won't watch tv neither listened to my friends who talked about the concert to me. Childhish i know right? But that's really hurt me to read about that she-could-go-watch-them-and-they-are-really-hyper-and-me-not-just-sit-crying-in-front-of-the-screen. MY FEEELLSS OoO///// (even i hate a fangirl on my twitter because she too main stream. i think she didn't feel what i feel and didn't respected it. she knew about me but she kept tweeting those happy-feelings-words.DAMN YOU STUPID UNNIE! lmao)

around 1 weeks ago, SMTOWN World Tour. GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHH my feel when see the advertis on tv. Heart break into pieces 3 EXO.... F(x)..........SNSD........ Well, i'm a newbie for SMTOWN's artists. I just like them around 1 month ago except F(x), I've like them since 2010 :D But it's still hurt me.

and then, fyi i was a belieber (you know Justin Bieber's fans). i've collected my money prepared for he to come. and when he come, i couldn't go :((( i was rolled on the floor crying hard. i felt like want to throw anything T__T

now Bigbang. how can i face these all??????????????????????

yeah, i'm not like the other lucky fangirls who could easyly watch their idols LIVE.

ps: sorry for bleh english. lol