because slowly, everything will disappear, and life will become the blank sheet of paper it was. only this time, it will be in shreds.

it's dark. i can't see. but i can feel it. it's getting closer, and closer, and closer.
i'm scared.
it's suffocating. it hurts. please, go away.
i want to breathe.

three. two. one.
kaboom.
it's all gone.
too fast, too soon, too bright.
kaboom.

why bother?