I don't know how I'm gonna explain this. I just really can't. . .take it anymore!

 

1. I wanna say that I'm going to kill you when you make me miss you again. Because seriously? I REALLY MISSED YOU, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY! (I don't like you, okay?! OKAY?! PAST IS PAST!) 

S E R I O US L Y 

2. Why'd you have to make me miss you?! WWWHHYYY!!! That's really an inappropriate way to make me feel guilty of liking you (AGAIN! PAST IS PAST, OKAY?!)

3. How could you do that to meeehhh~~ humiliating, I felt dumb, I'm so embarassed! how could you GM like thaattt!! Why~~~!!!! First, it's not a date! That ish so inappropriate, okay?! 

 

4. Did you miss me when you made me miss you?! SERIOUSLY?! S E R I O U S L Y ?

 

5. It felt like you're going to laugh at me confessing about what I feel like this. Really. I know you're not going to read this. But I really hate you! I really hate you for making me laugh whenever I'm crying! Yeah, it's true. you make me smile. But I don't like you anymore, okay?! OKAY?! OKAY!!!!!!!

 

 

 

Not done yet!

 

6. Thanks for offering me to celebrate your birtgday with you. . seriously. 

 

 

 

Thanks for being there whenever I need someone to help me. . really. Thanks for making me feel better. Well, don't worry about my feelings ,because we both said that it's all on the past now. I know you, you won't care~ And if ever you go away (again), I will now understand why. (but please ,no, dude. okay?) It hurts. I consider you now as my bestfriend, a friend of mine. A . . .special(urgh) friend though. For sa second thought, you're really just my bestfriend @.@ . It was . . so . . CAN'T CONTAIN FEELS OMEGEH.

 

And I know some reason why you wouldn't like me. . (I am who I am. . )

-I am fat

- I am loud

- you wouldn't understand my music.

- and. . . I'm not your type of a girl . . 

 

I am now the type of girl who wouldn't be recognized by anyone. They said I am fun to be with, but anyone in our school didn't know who I really am. so prolly, you don't know who I really am. Prolly because we don't go out that much. I don't speak up that much when I'm at school or smth. No one ever did try to understand me.

 

 

I'm really sorry for making you read this stupid ,. well. . . hahahahahahahha I don't care~

 

It's all in the past now, so yeah . . .

 

 

P.S: I don't like you anymore, okay ~_~?

P.P.S: Don't walk away like that again. . .