Be Warned. It is a long blog post. But it is what only I feel and think and is not intended to offend or insult anyone.

To start off, well, I don't really know how. Actually, I was a Shawol for about one and a half years before I actually became an Inspirit? I started off with KPOP liking everything that spewed out under the genre like Big Bang, After School, B2ST (whatever hit songs in the 2010-2011s, you name it, I probably used to like it lol). Then I specifically became a fan of SHINee through watching their Ring Ding Dong on Music Bank. *Taemin looks like Jasper Hale with that curly hair lol* After watching Hello Baby, Bam! I became le new shawol. 

But then, I wasn't as passionate about them as other KPOP fans (?) because they seem really distant to me and I don't have anybody to spazz about them with. So like basically little things made my love for them die down a bit (sorry fellow shawols). There was a point of time where I was stuck with no bias group to root for at all. And I'm just like, "Hey new video....not my type of song. *scrolls* well hope this group is good....nah not my type." 

Then just last year, Infinite released Before The Dawn. And again, it was on Music bank where I saw them. *LOL always Music Bank* At first I didn't like the title (BTD) because it's in initials and I really hate people using initials cos it's damn irritating and we can't even pronounce them. But my sister liked them, so I just watched in the end with my pokerface and like...yeah sure whatever. Then came Nothing's Over, which I thought was really cute. Especially the video, where I attempted at memorising each and everyone's names in a weird way. Lemme try to remember *cough cough* 

1. Sunggyu- the cute guy with the nice voice. 

2. Dongwoo- the hyper guy whose armbands were ripped off by other members. 

3. Woohyun- the guy with flag jeans doing god-knows-what on the ground after the mv. *I'm still wondering about that*

4. Hoya- the guy who looks like a cross between Onew and Yunho (lolwhut, i don't even) 

5. Sungyeol- Yeol, Yeollie. Looks like a fish. (lol I'm sorry Sungyeol)

6. Myungsoo- TV guy 

7. Sungjong- the creeper in the van when Sungyeol drives. *was unsure about his gender*

Haha really. I feel sorry. After that though (like a month or two) , I researched them a bit and watched Come Back Again. And I'm like O_O wow i like. then it continued bam bam bam, surprises after surprises then I watched be mine I'm still impressed. But the biggest bomb came during Sesame Player. LOL. I can't express my feelings for Sesame Player. It's just- avndjfnbnpqrei. I fell in love with Infinite through that. I could sense their friendship and passion and bonds that made them really like family and I love them for that. From hilarious moments like Sungyeol's segment being invaded by Sungjong, Dongwoo's laughs, Myungsoo's "fix the aircon" scream and Woohyun being greasy to touching moments like dancing in stage area (I'm not sure what that is) that still has its confetti after a stressful practice. 

All in all, this blog post alone cannot contain my love for Infinite, not only as idols, but friends and brothers whom I admire and support with my all until they give me a reason not to.

Messages to Infinite

Sunggyu, keep on being an awesome leader. I wish I was as good a leader as you. You're responsible and caring. Just don't fall for Woohyun's tricks too much kekeke. Hwaiting GrandpaGyu/Gyujiji/GyuLeader/GyuHamster/ *and my own personal nickname* GyuForce 

Woohyun, I am proud of you for taking care of the members well. Your vocals are lovely and I'm forever in awe when you sing. Your aegyo is cute and I feel like squishing your cheeks whenever you do that so... lol haha. Hwaiting Namtree/ NamGrease. -.-;; jjik jjik kekeke

Dongwoo, god-where-do-I-start. YOU CUTEAWESOMELITTLEDINOSAURYOU! You're such a lovely hyper kid (though you're older than me, no disrespect intended) and such a cute little angel that I feel like giving you this ginormous hug. You're sweet and always smiling and laughing that there's this aura of sunshine about you that I just can't-aurbouboaubaqpwe. Though when you're serious you look really cool and mature and there's that y voice and yah. Keep on being you, cos I love you the way you are and I won't change anything about you. Hwaiting Dinowoo! 

Hoya, dearest Hoya. Dear, dearer, dearest Hoya. I really really admire you for your passion for dancing. It leaves me speechless ( in a good way) and wide-eyed. Because I don't think I've seen anybody else so passionate about something that they just pursue it though others say they can't and that is what makes you strong. Hoya, I genuinely, sincerely wish you the best for your career. Though you act all cool and manly, I know you are actually this sweet, sensitive guy (who is still manly). So, Hwaiting Hoya! Keep on Dancing! YOU SAY HO, I SAY YA! 

Sungyeol, *insert dolphin scream here* YEOLLIE! You're an awesome choding, you know that?! Every expression you make, your smile, your voice that often cracks when you speak has thoroughly infected me and now I speak with a crack-y voice too. You never fail to make me crack up with your childish acts and exaggerated body movement. Sungyeol, I am proud of you. Really. Hwaiting leChodingMaster! 

L (I prefer to call you Myungsoo cos L doesn't sit well with me) , people say you're an ice prince but I know you're not like that. You may seem quiet and cold but I believe you're really fun to be around and sweet and sensitive and you may not be good at expressing yourself but I know that you genuinely love all the members *especially Sungyeol (cough,cough)* You are different than the others for being 4D and socially awkward but hey, that's who you are and I'll still support you no matter what. (because I'm also 4D and socially awkward like you OuO *creepy face*) Hwaiting, Myungsoo~ 

Sungjong, you're so bubbly and cheerful during the Sesame Player/ Birth of a Family period that I felt worried when you seemed so quiet during the The Chaser promotions. Not only were you quiet but you kinda smiled less and was a bit detached during Ranking King. Are you okay? I really wish for your happiness because the Sungjon that shines most is the Sungjong that is happy and being a diva and has a smile that can brighten up anybody's day. I wish you happiness, dear Sungjong. Hwaiting Maknae On Top! *insert girl group song here* 

This is what Infinite means to me. Infinite, who are like brothers. Infinite, who has potential that is limitless and boundless. Infinite, who has gained my love and support. Infinite, who I now hold very dearly in my heart. To Infinite, I love you all and wish you all the best because I know you can do it. I will love you infinitely like the galaxy that never has an end.You will be infinite~ 

From, 

a fan you will most likely never meet. 

If you have read this blog post, I sincerely thank you and congratulate you for not being bored. Let's all live in peace and harmony by not bashing other groups and instead live with compliments and hugs and cookies.

Sincerely, 

AliceInHarajukuLand