You get huge, enormous, gigantic, immense, colossal tingles and butterflies in you stomach when your send your crush a friend request on facebook.

*sighs*

I am such a loser. I really do hope he accepts my friend request though :/ He always seems so nice so maybe....?

He has done...some things that would indicate he might be crushing on me but I still don't wanna jump to conclusions and for now, it's still one sided in my head. Until he openly admits he likes me straight to me face, I will NOT assume he does and be all crazy around him. Besides, when I try to flirt it's like a fat chick trying to wear a mini skirt. It just don't work -_-

I just sent him the reqeust like 40 minutes ago. It's like nearly midnight where Ilive as of right now so he's probably not even awake right now but I'm hyper since I'm not only online but I just came from the town fair where I screamed my head off and rode roller coasters.

I'm still nervous. I'm sooooo nervous. What if he doesn't accept it? What if he doesn't log in hardly ever and my request just sits there for a while and it makes me think he doesn't like me?  AISH Why do I even bother with boys..... *buffs out air*

I shall see what happens tomorrow. Hopefully he at least checks it once a day or something around that. I'm hoping he won't think I'm weird and falling all over him. I mean, I was mentally berating myself when I hit the send friend request button. I can only wait it out now. *sighs again* I think I've waited the proper amount of time until I asked him.... I have talked to him several times and he's always smiled while I talked to him. We'll just let the chips fall as they may and see how and where they land :3 Wish me luck! ^^