So recently, I started at my new school and so far, I really like it.

I thank the good ol' people in class for not being easily decieved by my potato-like looks. I thank you, for actually giving me a chance to become an amazing friend.

My academic performance is going pretty well so far, but my heart isn't.

I didn't come in contradict with any diseases so it's not that.

I have this thing.

I don't even know what it is.

I... just happen to fall for someone so easily.

This time, I wasn't enchanted by his looks, but instead, his smile.

I finally shut my locker door closed after about six attempts, turned around and there he was, standing there ever so patiently for his locker and smiled at me. 

My heart raced and won last place.

I kept seeing it every now and then, and I pray to god for him to keep that smile (no Chris Brown reference ok?).

And I just realized that I now like him.

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I hate myself sometimes.