♚ my fairytale ¦ girl one application - lee suhwa
the accountable one
“It's like Tolstoy said. Happiness is an allegory, unhappiness a story.”
personal information
username | milksan
name | Juni or Jun, whichever is easier for you.
character's information
name | Lee Suhwa
dob | July 20th, 1990 : Twenty-two years old.
height | 168cm
weight | 47kg
ulzzang | Baek Su Min
back-up ulzzang | Park Sora
personality |
"Sometimes, everything has to be p e r f e c t." Perfectionist. That's what Suhwa is and no one can deny that simple fact. Suhwa simply just has high standards. Excuses and lies are not in her list of vocabulary. Suhwa's persona is very lofty, arrogant, supercilious, something along those lines. Suhwa might come off as a pretty stubborn girl, someone who likes to do things their own way, an obstinate young lady. The thing about Suhwa is she's a people pleaser, and she doesn't like it when people complain, nag, it's quite a handful to her, a huge hassle. Known as a "clean freak", Suhwa enjoys things organized and tidy, nothing out of place. Being the oldest out of the five, Suhwa holds humongous pride, a reputation if you could say. Embarrassing yourself is a prohibited in Suhwa's world, though there are times Suhwa feels like she lets it slip too easily. Being raised and train to become a young proper like woman, Suhwa thinks it's best to have the best manners to give off a great impression. Suhwa can also be in fact, determined, strong willed, a very talented young lady in different, very odd ways. Suhwa doesn't like giving up, it's a sign of weakness, defeat, and that's definitely not how Suhwa is, it's not her, and it makes her feel uncomfortable.
"Romance, it disgusts me, it's h o r r o r i f i c." ---- Then, there's Suhwa's faults, flaws, the imperfect things she tries her best to hide, but they come tumbling down towards her at night when people are unaware. Suhwa thinks love, romance, a passion for another one is a very foolish and fatuous thing in her book. Maybe Suhwa just doesn't have the time for a "soul mate" as some people call it. Suhwa thinks "love at first sight" is a very absurd thing and she doesn't believe it exists at all, Suhwa finds it pretty idiotic. Though Suhwa finds herself to be a bit selfless, alturistic, having no concern for herself due to the fact that maybe she cares for others more than herself. Suhwa is also known to be a workaholic, always seen going in and out of the office, and sometimes even sleeping in the office due to late paper works and other significant things.
"I hate them, they're a n i g h t m a r e." Right now, Suhwa feels a bit trapped. On the inside, Suhwa finds herself a complete mess, a nightmare, someone so disorderly, someone just so different from the outside, the complete opposite. Suhwa had hated mirrors practically her whole life, it was a symbol, a monster, someone who knew her secrets, untold stories, the hidden past. Suhwa finds her position in the family a position that forces people to take careful steps, and one mess up can ruin everything. Maybe Suhwa's over exaggerating her thoughts, feelings, her emotion, but sometimes, Suhwa feels like she's being paranoid with her own life, the path she's taking, the road she decided to walk on. Then, there's the possibility that Suhwa is just stressing herself over such subtle things.
likes |
» bubble tea, milk tea | during her free time, Suhwa had always liked going out to get milk tea, known that one of her favourite drinks is bubble tea.
» road trips | though Suhwa doesn't have the time for them, she has always dreamt of an adventure. of course she has been on some before and she enjoyed them very much.
» snowy days, winter | Suhwa enjoys the winter, she enjoys the softness of the snow and how gentle it feels on the palm of her hand. A delicate thing she states, something to treasure forever.
» coffee, tea | she has a big thing for drinks and coffee is just another one of them on her list. Suhwa likes the heat that tingles her taste buds, warms her body and eases her beating heart. Tea is another one on her drinking list, "eases the stress" Suhwa smartly says. She feels as if tea is a wave of relief washing over her fragile body.
» japanese crepes | Suhwa can't deny she has a sweet tooth and a quite liking for the japanese culture. Suhwa loves crepes, a delicious dessert that was sent from the heavens.
» sweets, pastries | like above, Suhwa has a sweet tooth and you can always spot her having a break in the kitchen with different kinds of sweets in her hand each day.
» eye smiles, smiles in general | Suhwa has a huge soft spot for eye smiles. She finds them rather cute, showing innocence. Smiles make her feel light and heavenly, a large weight being lift from her shoulders.
» books, reading | during some nights, Suhwa can be found in the library or in her room reading a brand new book hidden in the corners of a library or some historic novel that possibly weighs a ton.
» the piano, classical music | Suhwa had learned playing the piano since she was ten years old, since then, Suhwa had always been determinded to master the arts of such a beautiful instrument. The soothing keys that are played, how delicate the keys may sound but at the same time how rough they are.
» rainy days, storms | rainy days make Suhwa very calm and collected. She likes the sound of the water droplets pattering on her window, and how it tumbles down to the ground by the force of gravity.
» painting, portraits | though Suhwa isn't an artist herself, she finds herself mesmerized by the paintings and art other talented people have created through out the years.
» calmness, the quiet | to create less stress on herself, Suhwa likes being alone where everything is quite and calm. She likes it when there's nothing to disturb her and one of her favorite hide outs is in a antique book store a few blocks from the house.
dislikes |
» public speaking | even if Suhwa has done it plenty of times, she loathes it more than she loathes spiders.
» spiders | phobia if you could call it. Suhwa finds herself cringing and becoming paranoid around them.
» hot summer days | sweat isn't her best friend and it'll never be.
» dirtiness, messiness | being a "clean freak" Suhwa has problems with things out of order, she doesn't fancy it.
» hospitals, needles | maybe it might've been due to the fact that Suhwa has a weak immune system and she has visited the hospital plenty of times, the wards and stuffiness, it isn't her thing.
» the media, social networks | untrustworthy, a cruel thing made by god.
» complaining, nagging | it hurts her ears, she doesn't have time for ignorant people.
» morning breath | a death wish according to Jooeun, she just can't stand it.
» loud people | Jooeun had her fair share with loud people, she doesn't like the sound of losing her ears.
» rudeness, impoliteness | improper manners is something that Suhwa hates, a bad first impression if you ask her.
» mirrors | she finds mirrors horrorifying, like a high school girl with many secrets to tell the world.
hobbies |
» reading novels in the library | you'll always see Suhwa carrying a book with her, practically everywhere she goes.
» practicing, playing the piano | to master the art of the most beautiful instrument, you need to practice correct? practice makes perfect, and perfection is what Suhwa always aims for.
» running, jogging | Suhwa might not look like the type to be into anything sports like but Suhwa has always been careful about her health and the daily dose of running is always good for her.
» camping inside the office to do work | it's like, her daily routine.
» journeying to the bakery on saturdays | saturdays is when she has the most free time and when there's nothing to finish in the office, Jooeun likes to take small adventures to get some food.
special talents:
» playing the piano
» ballet, ballroom dancing
» speaks fluent mandarin chinese & english
» cooking, if you could count that as a special talent
best friend(s) |
Yoon Bora {Sistar} | Childhood friends you could almost say. They've known each other since elementary school, always going over to each other houses. Suhwa even remembers how they met. Bora and Suhwa were around eight when they became friends. Suhwa had remembered Bora walking up to Suhwa with a bright smile etched on her pink lips. Bora had her brown hair braided and neatly rested on her right shoulder. Bora had smiled brightly and asked Suhwa to come and play on the swings with her. Suhwa cowered back but Bora had stood there not giving up, before saying, "Don't worry, you'll be safe, I promise." Even more weird, Bora was the younger one out of them two. | Childhood, best friend.
friend(s) |
Park Chanyeol {EXO} | They had met at the bakery one day. Chanyeol had been behind Suhwa and embarrassingly, Suhwa had been short on amount of money, a few cents actually. She cursed herself for being so forgetful which was very unlike herself. Chanyeol had peeked from behind her shoulder, a smile on his lips, "Short on money?" He had asked as Suhwa jumped in surprised. She had deny and begin searching in her bag but to no avail, she was truly stuck. Chanyeol had grabbed her hand and pryed her fingers open, giving her the right amount of change on the palm of her hand. "Here. You can pay me back by sitting with me." Chanyeol flashed another bright smile as Suhwa stood there, more thankful than ever. | Brother, sister type of friend.
love information
love interest one | Xi Luhan of EXO
how you met |
Suhwa remembers entering a small cafe she had never been to before and ordered the most strong bitter tasting coffee there was. She sat down at the very corner of the cafe, a black scarf neatly wrapped around her neck secure the heat keeping her warm. She remembered she had set down her coffee and pressed her hands together and rubbed it causing friction to keep her warm. After a minute or two later, Suhwa gently picked up her warm cup of coffee taking a sip. Exactly seconds later, Suhwa pulled face, choking a bit. Bitter, that's what her taste buds had screamed. Even more embarrassing, someone had caught her pulling such a absurd face, Suhwa was 100% sure she could never do it again. Suhwa heard a small chuckle emit in front of her. Suhwa had remembered setting down her cup of coffee and looked at the person with a confused look. Suhwa remembered him standing up and walked towards her table, inviting himself to sit down across from her. He complimented sarcastically on how pretty the face she pulled was which Suhwa had kindly thanked him in the same sarcastic tone he had used. Suhwa doesn't remember much now, but she remembers how he made her smile so genuinely, she was even scared herself. She remembered his doe like eyes, wide and had such a soft gleam in them, they were almost sparkling, she'll never forget how flustered she become after an hour of getting to know him, even more odd. Suhwaremembered him sticking out his hand for her to shake introducing himself. "Xi Luhan" he called himself, a college student majoring in music and he seemed to honestly have such an interest in music, passionate about it. He was a interesting person, and before Suhwa knew it they were exchanging phone numbers and Luhan bid her good bye with a lopsided smile with his plush pink lips and tinted red cheeks a white scarf wrapped around his neck to make sure he didn't catch a cold.
backup love interest | Kim Sunggyu of Infinite
how you met |
Could you even call their meeting interesting? Suhwa had remember meeting him at a antique book store, her special hide out. He seemed engulfed in a small novel in the romance section. It humored her at first but in the end, her first impression of him was extremely different from his original self. He had asked her if he could have the seat in front of her, a circular table. Suhwa nodded softly, poking her head back inside her book. She had remembered seeing him take glances at her then looking back at his book with a small goofy smile. She had remembered him setting down his book a small smile on his lips, "Isn't this a bit awkward?" He had suddenly asked, "This is the total opposite." He continued, "Aren't you supposed to be the one reading the romance novel, and I should be the one reading that historical novel you have in your hand?" Suhwa remembered setting down her book also shaking her head, "No, I think it's perfectly normal. We all have our own preferences." The boy nodded, "I'm Kim Sunggyu by the way." and from that, their friendship had skyrocketed, and a small squirming feeling suddenly arrupted from Suhwa's stomach, butterflies maybe? Not even.
"I sat in the fields of Eden and stared at my Golden Apple. When he laughed, a thin flame set under my skin, and my lips turned to stone. Like the star that fell forever into deep midnight, his beauty transcended even the darkest abyss and brought me to my ruin."
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