Ok so I've been writing my fanfics but for some reason I have not the courage to post them up on here. Y I have no freakin idea. I just can't I don't know why or understand. All summer I've been writing them well not all summer and one I don't have on this site but on another site. And I post that but not this. Well the last time I updated on that is last year I think oh I go check. Later. It's either that I think that no one will bother to read it or Im just to scared to put it up. 

All summer I wanted to do it but I wouldn't. It's weird because I have at least 16 chapters done for one of them and 10 for another. And I can't update I think I'm scared that no one will be interested. Because I don't know I'm so stupid stupid stupid stupid. *sigh* I don't know I seriously don't know. I seriously need help cuz none of my BFFs care except 1. That's pretty sad. And I care when u update on ur f***** story. T^T. Meanie. *btw its no one on here ^_^* Man it's either I need better friends or I can just be with my kpop/anime friend I have. No one has even mentioned my birthday I feel less loved by them. And i make plans for ur birthday and gave u a gift. I don't expect anything in return. I not like  that. I don't feel loved anymore. I feel like my frienhave abandoned me in a way but their still there. *sigh* bye *walks away and cries in corner*