H​ey everyone how ya been. I've been good if you guys didn't know I'm in college right now. Super excited but super nervous because of biology  its really hard. Its the teacher she just got hired two weeks before school started so she's new but the way she teaches is too fast and she expects us to learn it fast i know its college and all but damn. Also I have work study at school so I work at the mail room its very easy. Many of the girls at my school like the two guys that work there. There ok but eh to each their own.  So since I've been working there one of the guys that works from 11-7:30 has been really nice to me but really mean to one of my friends. She says he might like me thats why he acts nice to me and helps me when I need it. I'm pretty oblivious when it comes to a guy and when he likes me like with all my guys friends that like me(there were at least 6 guys). So now he's been all nice and he lets me play my music when our boss leaves. At times he says that I'm his favorite student worker and he's always around me and stuff. I don't know guys and then last week he was watching the new star wars trailer again and he asked me to go see it with him and my friend gave me that look saying oh~ you got asked out But since I'm pretty oblivious about things like that i didn't think much about it but i didn't give him a reply. Then he told me that he loved me but I'm like whatever he's just kidding around. Then yesterday I was listening to random kpop songs(ballads) and he asked if i wanted to dance with him and i said no. Then today me and my friend came late to work today (or yesterday depending where you live)because we went to get starbucks(she wanted and I went with her because i didn't want her to go alone) and he said you should have bought me something. I told him next time I'll take that into consideration. He said no you'll get it. I rolled my eyes at him and walked away. Then later my friend (I'll give her a nickname so you know because they both start with D) Dani heard him say for me to cover my chest and she thought she saw him touch my chest thats why I pulled up my shirt but no I fixed it because it was falling off my shoulder and i didn't hear him say that. Then after that she saw him put his hands in a heart shape and as he walked away from me and me being oblivious and not paying attention i didn't see. Then nhe started recording me and stuff which was weird and stuff and i wasn't paying attention because its weird i never had that much attention from a guy. I'm not going to lie he's pretty funny and he knows how to make me laugh and he has a nice smile but idk. Then since we got out  at 6:30 i didn't have my sweater with me since we were late and all. SO D told Dani to hug me to keep me warm and she told him that he should hug me to keep me warm. I felt a blush creep up my face and i kicked her. So D told me that since he's a gentleman he was going to give me his flannel so i could be warm. He was ing it and stuff and I told him no it's ok I don't need it so he went over to me and hugged me and according to my frienf my cheeks were red. You guys idk what that means I don't know the signs I've never had a boyfriend let alone fell in love with a guy well I've had a crush but never actually fell in love with one IDK. >-