people are subconsciously bullying me these past few days.

it's really hard..

they even involved my friends.

they were stalking my tumblr blog and then got mad at me bc of certain things i said.

i thought i was safe on tumblr.

but i wasn't. and that's why i'm posting this here.

they kept on talking behind my back since the start of school..

and when i finally let out my feelings go on tumblr, they got really mad at me.

i thought they were my friends.

but they were two-faced, backbiting and selfish monsters.

i didn't even go to school today because i might have a breakdown once i see them.

plus my eyes are really puffy right now. they might make fun of me again.

they say hurtful things about me.. that i don't deserve to like a person bc i'm ugly.. (we like the same guy and she's very possessive, she's not even the girlfriend)

that i'm not good enough for him.. that i don't suit his level.

i've long accepted that and i was really used to loving people from distances.

they don't even know the affection i have for them.

and these people won't even say sorry to me. they turn the whole story around and make me look like i started this mess.

it hurts so much.

i hope i get better as soon as possible.