First Day of School and My Cries

just a repost of my tumblr thing

but honestly, I'm so sad

 

Wow. I can’t. 

I really can;t.

My schedule:

Government, cool teacher, but I hate this topic.

AP Calc BC, hardest teacher, very detailed homework, cries

Symphonic band, auditions and cries

Lunch, legit so early T__T

AP English, filled with loud girls with opinions and I’m scared D:

Genetics Research, so much pressure, Dr. Ned’s writing my rec and I don’t want to disappoint, but she says it’s so hard. 

Phys Ed. T____________t I HAS NO FRIENDS

AP Mandarin, all juniors. Where my buddies at? And honestly, 你不是中国人的话,就态度给我好一点。 Mad rude. Yo. Seriously. I can’t.

AP Biology, all juniors again. Seriously. SO SAD.

It’s going to be a loooong semester.

Here’s to long nights to come.

I’m sorry for everyone who read this thinking "shut up stop complaining" but I'm just really sad 

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Mutantbic
#1
I know it seems hard but you can do it if you live in the moment and find your "flow".

It's ok to have cries so long as you pick yourself up and fight again.

Any time you wanna cry, you can cry to me and unnie will listen.(If you wanna...)
Bumblewink
#2
i am still a highschool,, so i woud'nt how you feel,,, goodluck!
uchiayume #3
:( sigh I wish I have clas with yah!!
rikikun
#4
wait. how old are u again? sorry, but high school here starts at 13 and Idrk bout yr country. hihi
renprix
#5
goodluck dongsaeng-ah... Hope you could go through the hellish semester. I was so glad that im done with school. But i still dont have work. :( i still have to wait for the schedule for my professional oath taking so i can register for my license.

But nonetheless, i know you can do it! Hwaiting~!
golferox
#6
Hehe Jilly the first part of your ramble in Chinese says "You are not Chinese..." Why are you mad at them for not being Chinese? But I can read! Kind of...I recognize 3 characters later in the ramble...

And to think, that's just high school. Wait till college :) /goes back to work I am supposed to be doing.
mrslee19
#7
Uh, don't cry saeng. Always fight, kay? I'm sure it's not going to be easy, but you can do it. Give your best, just be your self and don't let people intimidate you. C'mon girl. I believe in you

Ya Unnie :)