Have you ever had this feeling when you just want to break out and cry? This might seem stupid because I might be the only one feeling this way. I might be over exaggerating. But it really hurts when I see my favorite idols whom I look up to and actually love so much. Sometimes I wonder why I'm actually hoping and imagining shipping us together when I'll have no chance. I really wonder. Why do I have so much feels for someone who doesn't even know of my existence? Why do I care and like someone so much even though I'll never have a chance to be with them? Oh thats right. Because I'm a fan. A fan who'll never have a chance to be with my favorite idol because of many reasons; Maybe our age difference, how far we are from each other, and the fact that my bias doesn't even know who I am but thats ok because I- or i should say WE all stand from afar, continuing to support or idols no matter what. Because after all, we truly love our idols. I might seem stupid and over exaggerating but I'm being honest. Sometimes I would do anything to be friends with my idol or even get a chance to see them in person. I really would. Then again, I look back at the other fans who might even be feeling even worst then me. The fans who love their idols more then me. The fans who would do even so much to meet them while I'm here sitting and watching them from my monitor. But i guess that's ok because we'll all stand from afar. Forever supporting our idol.