Dear readers, subbers and friends,

Yep, you read right. I'm going to stop writing.

I'm not joking this time.

This is a really hard decision for me to take because writing for me is some sort of an amazing escapade from real life. Writing is where I can create my own stories, my own fantasy. Writing is where I can create my own world, just the way I want it to be. Writing is my happiness and I have to let it go. It .

Most of you probably wants to know why I decided to stop but it's a really complicated story. Let's just say that someone doesn't want me to continue doing this and I don't have a say in it. Don't judge me or that person because I don't think you'll ever understand how this all works. That person only wants the best for me and I do understand that.

Anyways, I still have my Ontae fic, Gamer to Player left unfinished. I'm deeply upset about that. I really wanted to finish that story because that is the best one I have. It's the longest story I have ever written and I take a humongous pride in doing that story. It's really, really, really the best work I've ever done.

I'm sure all of you want to know the ending of the story, right? So I asked one of my most favorite writer ever to take over. So I think you'll be seeing the continuation of the story written by none other than jinkijeans! I hope she'll take interest and write the rest of the story for me. When it comes out, I hope you'll keep reading and commenting on the story!

My other Bangzelo story, What I Love/Hate/Lust About You will be finished by Monochromeizaya. Please show lots of support!

And my story that got wiped away, a Jongkey called I'll Be Home, I will repost it. Think of it as a parting gift.

I've made 35 stories in total. 33 finished ones and 2 unfinished ones. And boy, I can't tell  you how much I enjoyed writing it. But the thing that made it even more special was sharing it with you guys!

Receiving notices about new subbers, reading your comments and getting wall posts really made my days special. Your views on my stories, negative or positive are really the things I look forward to read every day. They help me get through my hard times. Every time I'm sad or doubt myself I would just read them all over again and I instantly got strength.

You guys meant a lot to me, please keep that in mind. I know that it may sound too sappy or unrealistic, but to me you guys gave me strength that no one in my life outside the amazing fanbases could ever give.

From now on I will try my best to continue on with my life whatever it takes! I will try to find other things that give me another kind of happiness even though I know it would never be the same as the joy I get from writing.

Please wish me luck, okay?

Oh, by the way, I'll still be on AFF if you want to drop me a wall or something.

I want to thank you all one last time for all the love you've given me.

I also want to apologize if I made you mad, sad or disappointed because of the things I've done.

Up until the end, this has been phiiee.

I love you guys.

Goodbye :')