Hello,

It's been a long time since I've posted anything on AFF. But on 18th December 2017, Shawol, KPoppers, and the world lost an amazing man with angelic voice only to gain an angel to watch over us.

Hearing that our beloved Kim Jonghyun passed away broke my heart, and a lot of people who love him are feeling the same way. 

To be honest I don't know what to say because I still feel lost and shocked about the whole thing. Some moments I felt like this is all just a dream, but unfortunately it's not.

As a Shawol I wrote so many fanfictions about SHINee and Jonghyun & Key. And I always wrote Jonghyun as a happy man because that is what I see in him. Turns out a smile can hide so many things. 

I adore Jonghyun. His beautiful voice, his sweet smile, his kindness and bubbliness. Even though now we are only left with memories of him, I believe that our Jonghyunnie is in a better place where he can smile and laugh and be happy with himself.

We can cry, we can mourn our loss because he is an amazing person. But once our tears have dried, let's celebrate his life and remember him as our Bling Bling Jonghyun that has worked hard for us. 

Because we know you've worked very hard, Kim Jonghyun.

We love you.

Goodnight.