OH MY GOSH! IT’S BEEN A YEAR ALREADY?! (I feel soo old haha) Well yay! It’s been one full year! I dunno why I’m writing this though .__.

But Hey! Since you're already reading this, might as well add GIFs on the way ;D

But i'm probably writing this because I CAN’T thank you guys enough!

-Cause I can’t stop thinking about you girl~ (Super Junior’s U)

I don’t know what to say here xD but when I first came here I was I was a newbie. As in “I don’t know anyone on this site. NO.ONE.”

It wasn’t really lonely, because I was already from Winglin, but I had nooo idea how to talk to people because I fail at talking to people, and I totally fail at a social life (I’m not a social person)

And then MayLau unnie crept into my fanfic life

And she’s probably one the most awesomest unnie ever!  8D She would always make me laugh by telling me stories about her and her brother in law, then she would tell me about how to defend from guys that try to flirt with you, with the words, “If any guy tries to hit on you, always yell, ‘I’M A LESBIAN’ or ‘I’M PREGNATE!’ Or ‘MY BOYFRIEND’S IN JAIL’ REAAALLLY loud” ^^ that kept me single for a while haha xD (Well…I’ve been single since birth so oh well! XD)

My face when she said that:

kekekke

But then when MayLau unnie didn’t go to AFF as often anymore, sure, I talked to other dongsaeng, but again…I’m an antisocial D:

Also, I like being the dongsaeng since my unnies spoil me :D

I was losing hope for my story when the sequel started ^^” I wondered, “What’s the point in writing anymore? It’s not fun anymore…” because whenever I looked at Suju, they were growing up ^^” Then I see all these girl groups that were around my age being so much more successful than I have. I mean, I’m just a lifeless person online who writes fanfic! So I obviously thought I was going nowhere  .___.

Then when my story first got stolen, honesty? I was kinda mad, but then again I didn’t care.

It was…an absolute strange experience….But I really didn’t do anything since I was waiting for what would happen :P

Not to mention that not a lot of people commented a lot during the school days, so that totally put my confidence down .____. Making me go

 “….What’s the point?”

 *get's mad*

Yeah, I kinda got depressed, but I wasn’t the kind that would let people know about it ^^ Looking back, I laugh because even I didn’t even know I was sad about it! I mean, I eat a lot when I’m sad, so that’s how I gained a whole lot of weight during that time keke! Oh, how I fail at knowing my emotions xD

And then Bamxangie came .____.

When she told me about her story, I was…obviously confused.___. Because normally, you wouldn’t read a crossover fanfic about another fanfic character from another story…Am I right?  So…I was surprised….

But it was a good surprise! :D I mean, who would’ve guessed that people actually did that? So I was really happy when that happened!

I mean, Uki’s got a lot of…well…Aish, she’s a violent midget. But she’s a lovable violent midget like her mother ^^ even though those two violent midgets should listen to DBSK! DBSK ARE THE GODS OF THE EAST YO!! And I will be honest. I’m mad at her because she showed me her hello kitty Pajamas and won’t tell me where she got it!! >:/

*shows me picture, then doesn't tell me when I beg her to tell me!* 

Then more people wanted to use Alex, making me go

I was soo happy! <3 then somehow people found me on facebook (Iloveshisus, Todobobo123, so much more even Suju fanpages)going:

(I even screen shotted this for memories xD: Here Here Here)

While I was like:

"Um...Hi? You read my story?"

and thenI’m like

"Well harro thar precious reader~" (Creepy much? xD)

I mean, I was always in the youtube community as an animator; no one really cared about you! So being on AFF was a whole new change! Since there weren’t a lot of people, you could remember some people very easily!

Then my story got featured .____.

"OH YEAH BABY!!"

So this was the day it I found out I got featured for the first time

Step one: Go on site like any other day

Step two: Oh? Your stories featured? (your reaction)-insert choking-

Step 3: Check if this is reality by staring at the screen for 2 hours

Step 4: Smile the rest of the day

Step 5: Later, complain how badly your cheeks hurt:

I was in UTTER shock! I mean, seriously, how could I-me, get featured? 0.e

Then more people wanted to use Alex in their stories making me go

 “OH YEAH!!”

Then the story got stolen again .___. Making me go

 “FML!!”

But luckily, MusicChibi unnie crept into my life to make me feel better ^^

Aish…My PEU (erted Evil Unnie), a very old unnie, my 2^nd midget on AFF (you’re lucky you’re taller than Angie or else you’d be #1) you…Well… You tainted my innocent mind! My poor innocent mind!! D: you taught me big words and words that taint my mind! (She calls it informing me of what I don’t know for some reason) but I’m like D: WHY DO YOU I NEEDA KNOW HOW TO DO THINGS WITH FUN-SIZED CANDIES?! .___. Not to mention her son (Void) taught my poor baby (Alex) how children were made! D: well…Other than that…. I learned soo SOOO many things because of her, another thing (other than dirty jokes) I learned from her is how to write better! Aigo! She’s my English dictator (Yes, dictator, forget nazi! DICTATOR.)

She’s like Heedictator! But with a chunk of watching Eunhyuk!

 But she spoils me, so it’s a good thing ^^ I mean, she organized my 4,000 Kyuhyun photos for free! 8D but she keeps on complaining about it going:

(All in those folders!) xD

Heck, I wouldn’t be surprised if she reads this and tells me all the grammar mistakes that I have in blog post  .___. Really, I wouldn’t be surprised XD

Well....Maybe a little? xD

And since we’re moving onto the triquel, I assure you. Thanks to her, I’ll have better English in the story! :3

And hopefully, just hopefully, I can go through one year. JUST ONE year without my author’s spirit being crushed thanks to a stealer

And to my readers: Thanks for reading AND commenting! It means so much for me!

 “OH YEAH!"  

*flexes my nonexsistent muscles so i'll use a Henry GIF since it'll be less awkward since he has muscles*

If it wasn’t for all of you people, I would be…lost? Would that be the right words? xD Honestly? I wouldn’t have any motivation if you people didn’t comment! :3 I mean, I’m not kidding. I lose motivation when I don’t see a lot of comments for my story so thank you to proudtobeasian, whiteasian, lo kwon (I don’t know how to spell your name since I’m doing this out of memory = =), that really long name that threatens Henry that they’ll get on anything to stalk him, Eline501, Chocomuzik (it’s been so long since I called you that!), magnetfelt and well…All of you! (I’m to lazy to type names out of memory! Sorry!!)

So I love you my commentors, my unnies, my dongsaengs, and well…everyone! <3 I mean it from the bottom of my heart! *makes a heart *

Now if you excuse me, I have a certain bed head that I needa stalk ;D 4,000 pictures and counting baby!! X3

And who knows? Maybe I can have Henry Lau read one of my stories? ;D not the idiot one, but the tiny eyed knight one ;D HE SHALL TWEET IT GOING “MY EYES ARE NOT TINY! But I am a pretty cute knight, right? ;D” OR SOMETHING SIMILAR TO THAT ABOUT ONE OF MY STORIES ONE DAY!!! XD AND I WILL FACEBOOK ON MY ACCOUNT AND ON ALEX’S ACCOUNT ABOUT IT ALL YEAR!! 8D (Oh come on! Let a girl dream will you?)

Well...Long stories short! No matter how many stealers or p...whatever that word that-PLAGERIZERS--try to steal from me, I'll take every hit because I still have awesome people by my side! :3

So yeah!! Let's party? xD no, how about an update? But hey! here's some SJM party scenes!!

Now excuse me, I'm going to eat (lol, not at this time, but here are some cute eating GIF's)

Love,

The biggest SUJU dork on the site ;D

Sujudork602

P.S. Yes, if you followed Alex's Facebook account, those were a few of my 500 new Henry GIF's that I got ;D