I tried to stay the same. I tried to keep those pain.each time I feel blue, I try to close my eyes and think of you. That's cheesy XD here's the real thing.. I know you don't think of me as a friend anymore. And you think I never consider you as my friend. But truth be told, I knew you first than anyone else I'm close with. Don't think I never value the friendship. Because as much as I was in want to spill things out, scream and shout. I didn't. I couldn't. You know why? Because I care. I care too much to protect you. I tried to help you in the possible things there are. I made a mistake. I admit it. I won't deny it. What's the use of denying anyway? I just hope you listen to me, to others as well. I'm sorry.. One thing that's been creeping in mind is, "why let this affect the friendship?" Shouldn't RP stay in RP? But then again, I thought about it over and over. Maybe things aren't just RP to others anymore. I don't blame them. But I hope we separate RP from RL. Truth be told, I consider you as my RL friend. Can we start over again? Let's try to put RP aside this time. Can we fix things out? I sure hope we can. Because I want things to be normal again. No awkwardness.. No worries.. No pain.. Pure fun. So what do you say, friends? :)