"Apologizing doesn't always mean that you were wrong. It means that you value the relationship, more than your ego."

I may not tell you directly. There are possibilities that you won't believe me. Yes, I screw it up. I messed up. Tripped all the way down to the pile of useless individual. Maybe I'm one of them now. Just a feeling. Besides, I didn't think twice doing those things. I should have known what's right from wrong, right? I'm not a kid anymore. Might be childish but I should still have to control things like those. I've been too nice, too sweet. Others tell me I should lessen it. But what can I do? I can't change the way I am. Maybe I changed a bit, or a lot or then again, maybe not.

I'm still trying to be the person you knew. The friend you can lean on. But what happened? I messed it up. Yes, I'm blaming myself for it. I never thought things can go wrong like this. I'm not perfect. You aren't too. No one is. Everyone has their own flaws. 

So yeah... nothing's left to say but, "Sorry. I can't be perfect." I'm not asking for forgiveness or anything. Just wanted to share this. I'm such a troublesome person.