So it just happened to pop-up on my twitter timeline that there is an unconfirmed rumour that Jinki and After School's Jungah has been spotted holding hands near SHINee's concert venue. Frantically, I went to google about it and saw some other rumours on allkpop's forum, like Jungah went into Jinki's dressing room after the concert and they were seen wearing couple bracelets.

My heart just kinda hurt after knowing that :/

Okay, not judging. Hear me out first, ya? If you don't already know, I am a major MVP. I don't dislike Jungah, in fact I know nothing about her because I don't follow After School, which is why I have this unsettled feeling (I mean because I don't know her personality). Back when Jonghyun and Shin Sekyung publicised their relationship, I was not yet a kpop fan and definitely not Jonghyun-biased so I can't say I know what it had felt like. But I know that there was a lot of hurt dealt to Jonghyun in the entire process, people leaving his fan club or the entire fandom and etc and we all know how he broke down during one of the fanmeets in Taiwan simply because there was so much stress on him.

I'm not one of those fangirls who wants to keep the oppas to myself or never marry because I only want them. I want them all to be happy. Really, truly happy with their lives and the decisions they have made. I just don't want Jinki to be hurt the way Jonghyun was. Should this rumour be confirmed, it would really hurt to see all the hate thrown around at both Jinki and Jungah because of this and I never want to see Jinki lose his smile. I'm sure we've all noticed, and made countless speculations, about Jinki being less active in this comeback. I always get so sad when I come across these news that I really have to purposely steer clear of them. It's just... not nice, true or otherwise. 

I really don't know Jungah at all, but Jinki is already 23 and I trust his sense in discerning who is good for him. If he believes she is the one for him and he is truly happy with her, who are we to say no? I definitely give them all my blessings. Jinki really deserves someone who can make him happy. As long as she's a nice woman, I have no objections. I've always felt so sorry that they are giving the prime years of their youth away to performing like this, unable to have their friends and family close by, unable to date, unable to freaking sleep enough. If there is one thing/person that makes everything bearable for them, there is no reason anybody should object.  And maybe people will finally stop with all the OnChicken bull

We all should have the right to love who we want to, and I think sometimes people forget that our idols are human as well. I really would want them to be happy about what they are doing, and they will look back with no regrets at all the decisions they have made.

[Edit]: Halfway through thumping on my keyboard anxiously, owing to my cranky internet connection, I went on the forum again right before I concluded and found out that the rumour is false. Everything was set up by someone who wanted to screw with us kpop fans. Hmm okay, thanks for making my heart race at such an ungodly speed at 2am and losing my appetite despite not having eaten since 12 noon.  Ah, I am so gullible right? T.T

Forum link here, scroll through thread to see what I'm saying. Actually I only seen page 1 and the last page but it's enough to get the drift. Anyway, despite it all being a false alarm, what I've said is still valid. For the day when Jinki really is dating someone, idol or not. I just want him, want them all to be happy.

You may now laugh at how dumb I am lol. 

And I think hurt has already been done. I heard lots of people are tweet-bombing both Jinki and Jungah. Nobody knows if they are dating for real but if I am any one of them I would wake up tmr morning and like "Dafuq just happened?". Not fair yo, people. Do not ever be careless about feelings just because you are bored okay? There is more to this world than to your boredom, and if it involves the feelings of another person, you do not toy with it. Period.