So this blog is just alot of random crap. Its been a year since I started writing on AFF and the day I registered here was when my exbestfriend had her birthday party and I wasnt invited. Yeah,I was really sad but then I guess,everything happens for a reason and now Im extremely happy. Being here on AFF is one of the best things that happened to me. Ive met people who love to read as much as I do and appreciate my work. I never knew before being here that I was actually good. That my stories were worth reading. Eventhough I dont get featured,Im happy as long as I can write. Writing is all about expressing yourself. Its helpful to vent out your feelings even if its just words on a page. My teacher once said to me

"Read,there is always hope for those who read." Ive taken this advice to heart and Im confident Ive read over a hundred books in my 19 years. I loved to read,love getting lost in my own little world. Someday I'll pursue this because Ive been told that I should. Lets just hope I make it. Right now its all about working in a business for me,preferably SM Entertainment. Not for Yunho. For myself. Wonder if I'll get a job there xD.

So yeah,the whole pouty couple idea came from xxmizzxx who I love <3 *kissies* I recently realized I do alot of stupid things that even Yunho does xD. I know this is really ridiculous but hey,this is random. So pic number 1:

Aish...we look so weird O_O

This I took when I came out of the shower the other day. I take lots of random,extremely stupid pictures of myself and its not that I try to look Korean or anything. This is just who I am. Heck,I made this face all the time in my math class and I regularly make it ALOT. If Im shopping or out with friends. Its a habit. *shrugs* I just realized a while ago that Yunho does this too xD. I was like OH MAI GAAD~~~ SOUL MATEEE~~~ :D

What else...hmm...I like satin nightsuits :D. I bought some recently and Im all weee~~ Oh and I love high heels. Im not short...okay...Im 5'3..yay midget <3 Yunho can carry me around like his Bambi xD. So yeah. I stiletto's that have a 6-inch heel xD. I walk in it like a frickin model xD. I also bought a bag from Voir. Had to. You should have seen the crap I used to carry my stuff in. Mom was like "Why dont you just use a plastic bag?" Im all " '_' "

D'aww Yunnie wants to have an android of himself so that he can give it his work and have some free time and go to school. He wants to continue his education :D. Dont you worry Yun bunny,I'll become smart and tutor you. Then I can bend you over a table and punish you for now doing your homework *gigglesnort*

I kinda have lots of people who hate me. General perception of me is that Im a . But once they get to know me they're like "Bish you crazy" xD. Alright alright,I admit I have a stone-cold expression all the time. My current and forever bestie Maria was like "Babe,when I first saw you...I was like damn she's such a ...now I want to sleep with you." :'D I dont really know why this happens. If Im in a room with lots of people,Im mostly quiet and observing and always have a cold expression on my face. Im not like that,its just how I become o.0 But once I feel comfortable Im out my mind :D I dont drink,I tried vodka once,it was like piss and Im like ew no. But I have been told that when Im sleep-deprived,I act like Im completely drunk and thats true.

*le me at a school event with my besties. Whilst in my friend's jeep,driving to the venue Im waving at random people* 'Hi~" "Hi!!" "HOWAR YOUUU!!?" They're like "Are you okay?" Im like "OMG LOOK BIRDIE!" XD

Im still thinking of a good reason for this blog other than spazzing randomly. People ask my how I get my ideas for fics. I really dont know. I'd be doing something casual and an idea would pop into my mind and then I just build on it from there :D. Today my sister's bestfriend whose like 25 told me I need to pursue a career in writing. She read the first chapter for Scent of a Woman and said "Hera,believe me...Ive read lots of stories by lots of people of different ages,youre really talented and you write very well. You need to write something fo shizz!" She also asked me to send her the link to my story which I will just now xD.

These days,Changmin is making me all hot and bothered. He's just so...hawt. I mean its ridiculous how hot he is o_o. From the very beginning I used to think he was good looking but now its like DANG~ You so sehayxxay! Ofcourse I love my YunBunny to death but Min is like UNF!

Ive always had this little fantasy about meeting the love of my life at a coffee place. Its raining outside and Im casually having coffee,I glance around the place and our eyes meet,he smiles over the rim of his cup and I try to keep eye-contact only to look away smiling. Then he comes over and asks to join me and bippity babbidy boo. True love. :D Yes I know Im a bit...erm...unrealistic? But reality anyway so why should I live in it? I like my own world where Im loved by someone and he's mine and Im his. I think,if you believe in something hard enough,you get it. All you need is a little faith and a little initiative. Life is going to be full of disappointment. I might wake up one day and find out Yunho's getting married. But then again,I might wake up one day and find him brushing his hair by the mirror,smile at me and say "Good morning jagiyaa~" Life's what you make it. Im making mine what I want it to be. Are you? You should!

I think this blog is getting ridiculous. So im just going to sign of with one of my signature poses.

Yun-yah,lets meet soon and make eachother smile okay? <3

And everyone,thankyou for being my support. You dont know how much this means to me. How much Ive conquered thanks to you all. *hugs and kisses*

Hera.