"Hyung? You okay?" Changmin arched an eyebrow as Yunho touched his chest,taking in a deep breath. Ebony eyes that were tired moments ago were now glittering and the soft mouth was curved in a small smile.

"Yeah...yeah I...I feel great!"Yunho beamed and continued to walk with a spring in his step that had been missing before. Changmin frowned. What the hell just happened?

*

Ladies and Gentlemen,we have landed at Incheon Airport,I apologize for the turbulence on the way. We hope you had a pleasant flight. Thankyou for choosing Emirates.

Yes! Im finally here,I thought as I gazed outside at the frozen landscape. After so much hoping and dreaming,Im finally here! We're finally under the same sky Yunho. I wonder...what will happen?

*

"Oppa youre amazing!"The fan bowed happily as she received her autograph.

"Thankyou!" Yunho replied,a grin plastering his face. As he waited for the next fan to come,he looked around the venue. Incheon Airport. He's only been here a million times...then...why does it feel so different? So much warmer and more pleasant. There was this sweet smell in the air. Berries. He in a huge whiff of the lovely scent before the next fan approached and he continued to go through the motions of his life.

*

"What!? Yunho was at Incheon Airport today!? I was just there last night!"I pouted at the screen as my friend guffawed.

"You just missed him...haha!"

"Oh shutup! Oh well..maybe we'll run into eachother somewhere else!"I giggled and went on to tell my friend about my adventures on my very first day in Seoul. How I had found a TVXQ magazine when I entered the institute,how nice the people were and just how much fun I was having.

Ofcourse,I didnt tell my friend that I lay in bed,staring up at the ceiling in wonder. I was here. I was in Seoul. Yunho was in Seoul. How surreal. Was this really happening?

*

"SBS Inkigayo is tomorrow...you can go see HoMin!"My friend spazzed.

And thats when it changed. Yes..I could go down and see him from a distace amidst the many screaming fangirls and he'd never notice I was standing there. But...I couldnt. Why was I getting cold feet? The love of my life is right there and here I am,hesitating! It felt wrong...it felt,out of place...and so Im sitting here...today,not going to the SBS Inkigayo. Because I just cant.

Last night I was in Cheondamdong...and so utterly LOST! I swear I must have been walking for 40 minutes or more. Walking....walking...till I see a huge Humanoids poster on the side of a building. A white building...a sign that reads "SMTOWN". What is this? There are girls standing outside and to the side of the building. Confused,I walk up to one girl and ask "What is this?" she said 'SM ENTERTAINMENT!" And i burst into laughter. Seriously? THIS was SM? It didnt look like much. Then it hit me. These girls were waiting for TVXQ. Crap. No. Run! My feet began to move and I got as far away from the building as possible. I couldnt. Again.

*

I dont want to run away from you...but maybe Im a coward...maybe I will run..so maybe...instead...will you run to me? It feels stupid,being this way...but I like to think,even if Im running away,somehow Im going in circles...somehow..I'll run into you. Maybe each step I take away from you,you take one step closer...so how many steps till you find me...and will I be able to run then? I wonder whether you'll ask me "Where have you been!? Ive been looking for so long..." How will I reply? How can I tell you that I was running away. Running because I have an image of you in my head and so many fantasies about the first time we meet. I dont want to be one of those girls who sits outside and waits for you,annoying you...making you judge me. I cant be them. If Im to meet you...it cant be that way. Lets just keep walking and see how long this circle will last. I know...in my heart...and I dont know why this faith is so strong..that somehow...some way...we'll meet eachother. And I hope that it'll be everything Ive always imagined it to be. I hope you wont shun me, I hope you wont just walk away. I hope,in that one breathless second,where we see eachother for the first time,..our hearts races and suddenly...we realize that we're exactly where we are supposed to be...where we were always meant to be.

So till the day our steps bring us to one another....I love you.

PS: This is real. Well..maybe not the Yunho parts..but the rest of it.