I hate always being the one who understands. I'm sick and tired of being the good one who doesn't take sides and puts myself in their shoes. I hate how I always see other people around me and bitterly smile since I can't be like them. Everyone seems so perfect with their life an I'm just sitting here, waiting to see when I will be perfect. I try my best to always be the good one and to understand, but now it's getting to hard. I'm tired of trying to help people when in the end they throw me out like trash. My feelings get Hurt and stomped on and no one cares because it's not them. Sometimes, I want to be selfish and talk about myself and not listen to other people, but I can't do that, because no one seems to understand me. But then again, who even tries?