I am writing a blog post because I really want to share my feelings right now.

I finally landed a job after 3 months I was so happy but then again my salary is not what I expect. It is really low, but what the heck I am a fresh grad and still don't have experience so I just need to have this job for experience. 

The job that was given to me was really hard! It's not the things that I studied in my college so i'ts like I need to cope with everything in the office. After my first day which is just some briefing in what will I do, when I got home I its like my energy just drop and I cried so hard. It's not what I expected! Also I use public transpo to get to the office and it really that my house is so far from it so it also added to my problems like rush hour and everything like that. My mom told me that I just need to it up and just think that I am a student again and just get the experience I need for my resume.

And then right now tried to focus my attention on other things just to forget everything. I watched SUPER JUINOR'S EHB and then BAM! It hit me! I realize that I whine and cried because of what I am experiencing right now, but to compare all the things that SUJU had experienced before they debut to become what they are right now, then I should also be strong to reach my dreams.

I still can't help but to cry to the work that was given to me T.T but I will do this to fulfill my dreams!

I WANT TO HAVE A STABLE JOB!

BUY MY OWN HOUSE!

WORK IN KOREA/ABROAD!

VISIT THE COUNTRIES THAT I WANT TO SEE!!! 

AND SUPPORT SUJU FOREVER!!!

*sigh* sorry i just can't help but to share it and thanks if you read this blog.