thats right school is out for me... FINALLY for all you people that have been done school for about a week already.... I HATE YOU ALL!!!

... JK maybe...

anyways school is finally done... and now i have 3 days of stress because i wont know if i failed any classes till my teachers phone and they have 3 days to do that... im not to confident in myself right now cuz my grades this semester ..... i think my highest classes were in the 60's  -_-

my biggest worry though is english... it was my last final and i just wrote it yesterday... i had a 52% going into that final... so i need at least a 60 on the final to pass the class.. and the test was so HARD

i think its pretty weird that i had a hard time with english... its all about reading and writing... 2 things i consider myself to be very good at but... my teacher completely shattered my confidence... according to her i really cant write.... which is weird all through high school whenever i write a essay i get 80s and 90s on them... but i wrote one for her class and she gave me a 46.... A FREAKIN 46%!!!!!!!

:( ive never done that badly on a essay before ugh! so i know shes going to mark my final very hard... and im so scared!! lol

But now moving on from school stress. ITS SUMMER BABY!!!! and im so NOT excited.... -_- lool!!

this summer i have to work ALOT! sometimes i wish i had never gotten a job... the money is good but now its summer and i dont have the freedom to do whatever i want... i mean before when summer came around i couldnt do much cuz my parents worked and i had to take the bus to go everywhere

but my friends and everyone are all old enough to drive no so we can go on road trips  and party all night lol... but nope not me cuz every other day i work at 10 am -_- gonna be the worst summer ever!!!!

I have more stuff i wanna say in this blog bbbuuuutttt i slept over at my bff's house and its already 11:11 (lol make a wish :p) and she need to get her up because I am hungry!! lol

oooohhhhh one last thing... Canada post is supposed to be FINALLY mailing the mail again.... so fingers crossed that my Taemin SHINee first concert shirt/jyj music essay will be at my house today :D