OK... i really wanna cry now.. you have no idea how my YunJae heart is bleeding now... someone tell me more about them...

Many say they are nothing but a rumor but when i first read the article you know what came to my mind... it was this song... 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23T1CJgnWmg

Living Like A Dream by Kim Perfect JaeJoong... 

and what hurt me most are the lyrics... they are Jae's words.. what if he really mean it???

“Living like a dream” 

내가 기억해 너무 사랑했던 나의 여자라는 걸 기억해 너만큼은
I remember, the woman who I truly loved. I remember you.

시간이 지나도 너의 숨결이 남아
Even as time goes by, your scent lingers.

널 간직하고 마치 나의 품에 안겨있는 것처럼
It’s as if you are still with me in my embrace and I cherish you.

꿈일지도 몰라
This may be a dream,

너에게 줬던 얕은 상처가
The superficial wounds that I gave you,

내게 주는 깊은 벌일지도 몰라
Perhaps they are a deep punishment to me.

미안해서 한참을 울어요
Because I am sorry, I cried for a long time.

알 수 없는 곳에
At a place where I don’t know,

마치 또 다른 세상에 있어
as if in a whole other world.

날 추억에 버렸나요
Did you throw me away from your memories?

옆에 있어도 넌 내게 없는 것처럼
Even though I am beside you, it’s as if I’m not there.

니가 없는 곳에 더는 머물러 있을 수 없어
I can no longer stay at a place where you are not there.

다른 사람마저 사랑하는 니가 미워질까
What if I hate the you who can love someone else?

한참을 울어요
I cried for a long time.

알 수 없는 곳에
At a place where I don’t know,

마치 또 다른 세상에 있어
As if in a whole other world,

다른 사랑을 하나요
Do you have another love?

내가 없어도 넌 행복해질 것처럼
Without me, it seems like you can be happy.

어떤 공간에 있더라도 내겐 너 하나죠
No matter what space we are in, to me, there is only one you,

모두 변해도
Even if everything has changed.

너에게 떠나
If I leave you.

나 네게 없어도
Even without me,

지금처럼 웃을 수 있나요
Can you smile just like now?

이대론 살아도 난 살아 있지 않는 것처럼
Like now, even though I am living, it’s as if I’m not alive.

알 수 없어
I cannot know

너와
With you.

Yunho ah you wont hurt my Joongie right???

Always Keep The Faith...