THE BELOW IS A POST THAT CONTAINS MATERIALS NOT SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN BELOW THE AGE OF 12. PARENT GUIDANCE IS ADVISED.

I kid.

Well I just thought it was annoying to keep seeing it on the TV screen. While I understand the need for... 'precautionary' measures, but they have just been placed all over the place when there was nothing truly... scary in the shows. Maybe the power of the television media is scarier than I thought.

Anyway, if you want to continue reading this, I would suggest you not, since well, it's... useless. I just wanted to let it out. And I type faster than I write, so yeah.

You have been warned!

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URGH.

Yeah, yeah. Fate. I know everything is fate. Damn it. Now my spiritual shi-fu Paulo Coelho's words keep replaying around inside my mind.

So today I went to school for god-knows-what. It was freaking boring, a lecture about law, and I was sms-ing the whole time straight. SMS-ing my senior made me feel a little weird though, because it was so obvious he was flirting with me but he had a girlfriend. So I always considered my words carefully to make sure I didn't sound like I was interested in him or something. I even started playing my Smurfs game on my phone! Damn it. And afterwards I went for this tutorial with the same lecturer, and he went BLA BLA BLA BLA HA HA HA HA and then ended lessons close to 40 minutes earlier.

I was like DAFUG why did I even come to school?

So I was walking to the station, and then I was climbing the stairs. Then for some reason the guy above me suddenly stopped so my elbow nudged into him.

And in a completely shoujo-manga scenario we both turned to look at each other.

Only problem was I stopped.

And stared.

I swear the color drained from my cheeks.

That guy looked like my ex-crush.

I was so stunned, because for a moment I really thought it was him. They even use the same accent and the same mannerism of speaking.

I was like, you have got to be kidding me.

And to make things worse, one of the friends I made from orientation called out to me from the side, asking me if I was going home.

AND I REALIZED HE WAS IN THE SAME FREAKING COURSE.

/flips table

Screw this. While I wouldn't say I haven't gotten over my ex-crush, but I would say that what those horoscopes say of me are pretty true. Once I've fallen in love with someone it's hard for me to really get over it (even if I already sort of have.) I don't even think about him, and all those embarrassing things that I did to gain his attention back then have turned into something really hilarious. His name doesn't even surface in a million years and I have been so obsessed with my bunch of new 'crushes' from all my games and my mangas and my animes.

But seriously? There has got to be a limit to coincidences like these, because it's scary. I read too much of my shi-fu's works so probably I think too much about the whole thing, but I can't help but think about a lot of things.

If only my brain was born to be a little more... dull.

But well, whatever. It's just some... teenage thing, probably. Sorry for wasting your time.

I will...

Contemplate my lonely suicide. /hangs

Oh well whatever. I'd go play my SMURF game again. XDDD