"4th year's a walk in the park," they said.

"You don't have to put so much effort when you're a senior," they said.

LIARS.

We're just starting on Research and yet i feel like I'm carrying all the pressure that the former Seniors were telling me about Research, and how it would tear you apart, limb by limb.

And then there are recommendation letters. "Ateneo" needs two recommendation letters. I don't have a lot of achievements though. I was planning to apply for AB Humanities and BA Creative Writing. I'm still hesitant on whether i should ask my former adviser because it seems like she doesn't have a good impression of me. One time, when we had a class recollection and people were telling secrets, I fell asleep in the middle of it... and I was the only one. Of course, it was embarrassing but I wasn't able to realize that I was. And it was almost midnight that time and we talk about class unity when I think it's just us trying our hardest to believe that we are all united, but we're not. If we were, there wouldn't even be cliques and we would all be casually talking to each other, asking about their days and being friendly even though you don't really like the person you're interacting with. I had no intentions of falling asleep at that time, and she can't blame me and I'm silent throughout the time but it doesn't mean that I don't care. It's just that I didn't want to draw attention from my classmates.

I should test the waters first. Ask her if she's willing to write a recommendation letter. I'm thinking that she'd decline.... but I made an effort when I played as the nurse in our "Romeo and Juliet" group play! :OO I was crying all the time when I found out that Juliet "died" and she said that I portrayed the character well. So yey, there's a spark of hope!!! :DDD

If only my Social Science teacher for two years didn't leave, I wouldn't have a problem with this.

I'm just happy that UPD didn't ask for recommendation letters. But UST needs a letter from the Principal.

...or should I ask the principal for a recommendation letter for Ateneo?

...and I need to write an essay to submit along with the recommendation form.

DLSU's too expensive. And trimester.

I wish I could pass UPD. "OH HAII DREAM SCHOOL. CAN I STUDY WITH YOU?"

I wish I could pass Ateneo. "OH HAII DREAM SCHOOL TOO!!" I hear that their Humanities course there is good. So yeah. :D

UST... :DDD