"whisper babe..i'm as good as it gets in this town.whisper babe..i'm a fever you can't sweat out"

--RyRo. ♥

 

 

I'd appreciate it if you'd read the message I had written in the "About Me" section. =)

 

Just your average writer who updates every now and then.

Sab. 18 years young. Filipino. I love music and writing. Ironically, I rarely read unless I find a story exceptional. I don't usually go online here so if you want to be friends or just talk, you can add/follow me through Facebook or Twitter.

Lately, my pseudonym is --whisperbabe. I used to be known as abbyeepinkish11, abbyeepinkish13, which is why usually in my stories, those names in strikethrough are mentioned rather than my current pseudonym.

11/22/14:

I feel that I should write this here because as a reader, you deserve to know the fate of my stories which I have published on AsianFanfics, and as a writer, I want to get my point across so as not to add more confusion to myself and to you guys.

Writing has always been a pastime which I found exhilarating in spite of its struggles in the process. It was never easy, and perseverance isn't my best trait, which is why whenever I get the urge to write a story, I do so, but the drive wears out through time. It is not the fault of those who fail to provide feedback or of those who fail to subscribe. Although your kind words were heartwarming, which I truly appreciate from the depths of my entire being, they weren't enough to fuel my passions for a particular story. I spent quite a while pondering why I grow tired of them easily, perhaps after ten chapters, even though I concentrated on one story alone at that moment, and it was only now that I realized why I have done so.

I never really had a message to deliver, and that was the biggest flaw any writer could ever make.

Publishing a story here felt like its purpose was primarily for entertainment. Of course, I wrote for the sake of entertaining myself, since I've always found it so fascinating how a person places his imagination through words--giving them justice--and how people are able to visualize, hear and feel everything depicted in print. It was fun. But delving further, I wanted to write so that I could express my inner thoughts, and my past stories don't seem to breathe life into a world which I wanted to portray to people. The worlds which I had created were utterly generalized and superficial, only meant to evoke emotions from characters that ranged from black to white, and it felt like I wasn't doing anyone justice--I can do so much better than my current state, and my readers don't deserve these kinds of stories. I used to write thinking that there was some depth to these novels, but I now realized there really isn't.

I will never stop writing. In fact, I want to write more and more on this website. It's just that I don't think I could finish any of the stories I've previously written (with the probable exception of Equinox and Let it rain.). Yes, I'm putting a halt to them. I'm telling this now so that you guys wouldn't get your hopes up. However, I won't be deleting them, for the sake of its faithful readers.

Maybe you find all of these confusing. I wouldn't blame you. It's just me. But perhaps when I publish a new story here and you read it, even compare it to my past fanfics, you might understand.

I'm sorry to those whom I failed. Thank you for your support.