I don't know why but I think I have the tendency to hurt myself.

Everytime I see glass or other sharp things, I have the urge to take them and wanting to cut or poke my body parts, to hurt myself.

But I end up staring at the things most of the time. I could not bring myself to hurt myself.

No matter how harsh the life is to me, I just can't hurt myself.

When I think of all the people that care for me, I just can't hurt myself.

Just imagining the people that love me would be sad if they knew I hurt myself in some physical way, I just can't hurt myself.

I just have to be strong for my family, my friends especially for God.

I promise, I would not hurt myself in any physical way. I promise.

I will keep the inner pain to myself and tell God about it through prayers. =)