Am I not allowed to not give a at least for a moment? I'm just too tired of trying to appease everyone to what they want me to be and need me to be. I'm selfish, i know. But shouldn't they realize they are too since they're not the only one hurting? Everyday of this week and last week, I felt like such a dumb just asking them to make time for my ing graduation because who else would support me if not them? Then I realized they don't give a at all. Even after all those begging and appeasing all of them that I will do and be whatever they want me to be. Today, there was no one else to support me except for the people I thought least that would give me support. Not the ones I expected to give me it. So why should i give a ing care that they want an apology from me for ing losing for a moment?