Life is a play, you either act well or not. We humans make uncountable mistakes, but i guess that's what makes us humans not machines and as much as we try to gain and gather our courage just to live, as much as we are still cowards when it comes to think about death. It is hard being us but we do try, though there are times where nothing would work out and what never we do it wouldn't be  be enough. Where ever we go, our first priority would be to blend in with every one else to be a part of their connection circle, small was it or big, it's still hard to be alone, or to feel  like an outsider- which normally is frightening- and to be left out. Memories is normally based on past events that we crate but what are these memories to us? what do they truly mean? Is it what we do or say or is it what others do to us and say?In this play, who are we? what is our role? i guess these answers are not that far from our reality, i mean even though we don't choose everything in life we can still make it right, we can still change it even when we don't have a choice we can make it different. Lets say you and your mother don't get along well, she is just not like you and her way of thinking is different. You see her old fashioned and stubborn, and your friends mother is modern and open minded, what would you honestly feel? well it be jealousy, envy, sadness or would you feel that your luck well not so good? We mostly blame everything on luck it's away to ease things for us, it's just an excuse for our mistakes and disappointments. In this kind of situation it's not so healthy to keep denying your life orders, this is how your life is ,these are the people that you have to live with and it's not your choice to send them away from you. You shouldn't be ungrateful, for that is your reason for misery, it's not that we don't have what we want it's that we can't cope with what we have that makes us unthankful.

To be honest we can't have all the good qualities we would want to have, but still, it is kind of impossible to be perfect in every way, as you know perfection is just not something we normal people are good at. Nothing would make us feel better than to be loved but is this love true? Will it make us be happy till the last day of our life? will this end like the traditional happy ending in every fairy tale? We do worry a lot don't we, well yes we do why ask? it's true. In my opinion there is tow kind of people, people who plan all there life that they are always surprised by life and it's secrets - which is not necessary a bad thing- and the others who lives the day with all it's seconds  and minutes with out planing a thing, just living with what happens - which  is pretty adventuress i think- . knowing life is way to  short to waste. A good person is good ini your opinion for your standards, not that a good person in you sight is that good in mine or everyone else's but that's what opinions are about to be different.

Money oh how we love it, we can't deny it, it's what makes most things work in this modern century. Though it's hard to earn money , it's harder to spend it which is a fact  you will discover very soon, well soon enough.

Love, now that's what am talking about, it's what i love though i haven't tried it in a romantic way they say it's nice so i guess I'll just have to wait and see. Has it ever happened to you, when everyone in some place is silent but you burst out laughing just remembering a silly thing-which might not even be that funny- done or said by someone else? when you hear their name the butterflies every one's talking about turns into jungle animals When anything good or bad happens to you, that person is the first to be in your mind and the only one you wish was there, well guess what, you are in love!!!!!!!!!! It's ok don't be too surprised, you're not the first person to fall in love and i hope not the last well then that depends on  the others but lets get back to you. Now first of all, the person you love- no matter who that person is, or what age or any other difference you tow may probably have- should know, no actually must know about your feelings,even though rejection is not the most loved feeling, being loved back is worth the sacrifice, at least you would know you've tried your best. Secondly, after the whole oh my god :D i love you to situation -hopefully-, you need to be sure that the person you are involved with would be the only one in your life, believe me it's hard to be cheated on, so don't try it, and if you do cheat well it wasn't the smartest decision but you still can fix it ,if you have enough  determination. You need to explain yourself clearly- if that's possible-, don't bring flowers and chocolates, because first the flowers would end up on the floor stepped on, and second the chocolate box will definitely end up on your head which you really do deserve.  Show you love in everyway possible and never give up, and hopefully you'll be forgiven. Don't act, be real in everything you do especially in your relationship and never ever let go of who you love , because one day that one person will be the reson you live.

Success is a wanted thing if it was up for sale then it would have been bought in one second, but since it's hard to buy, it's mostly real. The feeling you experience when you succeed at what ever you do is indescribable, it is so great to say the least.

We can't change the past and for that we have to try and change the future and present for the best. The bad characteristics we have are hard to over come but not impossible. Lets be honest when we are in trouble, it would be great if there was someone in trouble with you,not that you wish them harm but it would make you feel better knowing that there is some one with you,in the same situation with you, ad that you aren't alone. Our hope for the best never dies but some times it may kill us if not physically then mentally and emotionally. I have to say this but we humans are not characteristically complete we are uncompelled and that's why we need someone else to complete us, the only one who will love us no matter what and that's what am waiting for. I hope we all get what we want not forgetting love .

ps: hey guys this is my first blog hope you enjoyed please please comment and tell me you what you thought about it  thanx :)