I HATE ALL OF U THAT WENT TO THE SM TOWN concert in la. My home town. Ugh I hate it. I do. * why if it's ur home town* because my parents my parents wanted straight A'S from ME! Ugh they don't understand I try and try but my grades never went up. I mean I had A's and B's for the love that is all mighty. 2 A'S 4 B's isn't that good enough. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *done* EVERY TEST WAS SuPPOSE TO GET MY GRADEs Up EVERY PROJECt AND HOMEWORk! =c. Ugh I hate it I hate how they never went up they sayed the same it really pissed me off. And when it was the few days before the concert I was in a really gloomy mood. And one of my friends brought up the concert I gave her my most est glares. I told her don't ever talk about that concert of else I will cry. She knew how bad I wanted to go and I couldn't. And on that dread full Saturday I was sad and when i went to sleep I was crying. And when I got up that DREAD FuLL SUNDAY it made me even worse with u guys blogging bout it I was in my moms room and I started crying. I got up and cried in my pillow. U might think I'm over reacting but I've waited for this day since the last one in LA in 2010. I cried at every blog I was gloomy during breakfast and I tortured myself by listening to all the sm artist well not all of them but most of them. And I cried and today when my friend asked me how was my weekend I said it was torture. 2 of my friends knew my suffering. My kpop loving friend also wanted to go but couldn't like me. So yeah and I cried in math when my friend brought up the concert and when I got home and i saw the blogs made me feel even worse. And I cried into my pillow for 30 minutes. I suffered.