Another Forward...lol feedback..cause...yea...;p

it must be a curse.
this sadness that follows me.
or it must be a dream,
no, a nightmare
that i can't wake up from.

theres a saying at my house.
everything i touch breaks.
is it the same with people?
everyone i touch experiences sadness,
get's hurt, recieves some form of drama?

am i walking disaster waiting to happen?
why am i so full of bad chi, karma, luck.
can't i just be happy once,
without someone / something
taking away that happiness?

i am cursed
to forever be unhappy,
to bring the people around me unhappiness
thats why i don't want to get to close,
but i also NEED to,
i can't be alone,
to wallow in my sadness.
some say i'm pitiful
some say i'm stupid
some say i'm just seeking attention.

which all of the above i answer yes.
i am.
i do.
i need to.

its who i am.
take it as it is.

welcome to hell.
welcome to my world.
=)
hope you enjoy your trip.