I am a horrible person..its just i'm soo shyyy of my writing LOL..seriously i am.

sometimes i fear..
that you don't notice me,
instead you go to the next best thing..

sometimes i want to cry,
but i can't.
i don't want you to see i'm weak.


sometimes i don't want to worry..
but how can i not,

when u don't look for my name.


you see the other person,
who can truly be there for you,
and i'm happy.


it's ok if i'm here,
on the sidelines,
waiting.

and i'm glad.
because i know he will never hurt you,
as much as i could've..



sometimes,
there are answers to our questions,
and sometimes,
the answers are only questions.


i truly wish,
i could stop time,
to run to you,
to hold you in my arms,
and to tell you that everything is going to be alright.

but he can do that for you too,
and as long as you live your life happily,
then i'm ok,
i can be fine,
knowing that he cares,
as much as i care.

for you.