I can't believe Written/Unwritten/Rewrite Me is coming to an end. I don't know what will I do without it. Yesterday I started panicking because I usually feel so directionless and bored out of my mind when I don't have any kind of story inside my mind. It will definitely have a sequel. A SiChul sequel and a HanChul prequel. Though I'm more into SiChul these days. 

I also wanna write some Block B (preferably ZiKyung or UBomb) and B.A.P (preferably BangZelo) fanfiction. But I have to read some first and get familiar with their personalities more... Because I like writing in first person, staying in character is very important to me. 

I've been thinking about editing Wormmie. It doesn't mean I will do it, but I have it on my mind. I care a lot about realism and I want to get the plot as close as I can to real life, and as I gain experience I realize that some things may seem immature even to me. I often ask these questions: "Is that something a person in their late twenties would do?" 'Cause I'm only 18 and I'm not so familiar with the way of thinking of an adult person. I may be more mature than my generation in my way of thinking about certain topics, but I don't think that just thinking will do much for me when I write about some other topics I'm infamiliar with. And so on, and so on... So I'm asking whoever reads this--is there among you somebody in their late twenties, or middle twenties, or somebody, anybody who will spare some seconds for judging the realism of my fanfic? Who reads this, seriously?

I'm also thinking about editing Asdfghjkl;. Just because I don't know what will I do with it. I had an idea for that fanfic in...December last year, I think, and I've realized that old ideas don't really hold my attention so much. I can't stick to something that long. Same thing for The Pineapple Incident. But no... That's completely the other thing. Whatevz. Asdfghjkl; is meant to be an experimental fanfic (that's why the title isn't really specified)--the fanfic that doesn't really have a strict style, or plot, and that is meant for facing lots of changes. So I began with one basic /plotless/ plot, and I'm thinking about switching it to another /also plotless/ different plot. Well, you haven't even seen the plot 'cause there's only, like, one chapter and a foreword, but I'm just sayin'... Who knows what'll happen...

Back to Wormmie (wow this topic switching is confusing)--how many chapters are left? Two, three, I guess? Three maximum. I need to solve and define some things in the next chapter, after that review everything in 26th and...end it in 27th? I guess that's the plan. But according to the scientifically proven fact that I never stick to plans... Who knows what will happen? Maybe I'll get to the 28th? I'm not promising anything.

I've seen a movie, I can't remember the title of a movie, but it had the best ending I've ever seen in a movie. It was like, it didn't actually end. It wasn't that typical "things got resolved, end of story" ending, but more like a "things didn't get resolved, it's just the end of the day, but we're not gonna film the movie anymore" kind of ending. I was really fascinated. I thought, "Well, that's how the real masterpiece should end!" I care a lot about realism, but not just any kind of realism--not in a way that a writer should be familiar with the things he's writing about (well that, too--you can't possibly write about carrots if you're not a carrot, dude, get over yourself)--realism in a way that it should be closer to real life. The one we're facing every day when we wake up, when we cross the street, when we refuse to get up from our bus seat for the old lady to sit there--that kind of . I admire the writers that can achieve that level of awesomeness. The writers that can write about sitting at home in front of the computer everyday, not studying for your finals and basically just trolling the out of everyone in a way that it would be so ing awesome to read. I think i'm done with angst and all.

So I've read the coolest writing tip today. It says, "If it sounds like it's written, write it again."

So, to summarize it all--I need to take a shower and go to sleep.