Annyeong!! ^^

And now you're like:

Let me say...

There's a party tonight...

A new boy I don't know is coming...

My friends want to hook me up with him. =___=''

them. xD

I just can't... then I'll be cheating on: Sehun, Chanyeol, Luhan, Kyuhyun, Sungmin, Taemin, Chunji, Kevin, Suho, Tao, Kris, Amber(don't ask), AND A LOT MORE!

And they're all just like:

"OH! Then we have to dress you up!"

"WE NEED TO MAKE YOU PRETTY!"

"IT'S GONNA BE SO MUCH FUN!"

And the boy... is actually... hot? >.<
 

My expression:

What to do... what to do... <.<'

No actually... I think I'm a bit excited? Which is REALLY DUMB!
I don't have a chance... I'm not pretty... I'm not thin... and I'm FAR away from the girls boys (in Denmark) wants...
I push love away since I don't want to waist thime, or get hurt.
Love is there, but I'll wait until I'm done with 'crushes' 
Love isn't real yet... I'm only 15... I don't think love right now, is 'real' love.

GOD!

Why am I putting or my friends putting me in these situations...
I hate myself too much... >.<

It feels like I'm going on my first date or something... I actually quite dislike that?
It's just a nice party... nothing more... nothing more...