To my fellow Cassiopeia/subscribers

To my chingu-ah’s/friends/subscribers,

I am an , I am scum, and I lied.

You probably don’t know what I’m talking about,

So I will explain,

Two months ago, I promised a series of updates, in accordance to my friend’s funeral who I haven’t accepted has died ,my depression that I have recently discovered and a betrayal worse than anything I have ever experienced. My mind went on a block. So since February all of you have probably lost interest in my stories, oh probably still had a little faith in me to continue waiting. I kid you not my fellow Cassiopeia that I swear on the Red Sea that if you believe in me, today is going to be update day. A very big one, all my stories, will either be labeled, Editing, Hiatus and Finished by the end of today.

I know you probably all thinking, ‘What?’ at this point, well I found out recently that trying to please so many people isn’t worth it, especially if it’s going to make you feel lower than dirt. For today onward, I am going to try to avoid all conflicts, even go to church often; I am going to be a better me.

You are all going to get your updates soon, have a little faith in me,

Caribbean Cassiopeia/Cassiopeia United,

Caribbeanpop17/Mel,

Your humble blogger of all things, KPOP and DBSK!

Always keep the faith, Hope to the end!

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kyouya3 #1 Apr 26, 2012 07:07:42

I agree w/ the others, take a good rest to clear your mind and try to do something fun, be strong, u have us here, we will wait for you, don't worry^^ hwaiting!

ruiseu #2 Apr 26, 2012 02:14:30

No problem.. don't pressure yourself. It's okay, we all understand ^____^

E_magine #3 Apr 25, 2012 22:53:22

Look don't worry if you can't update in time. I'd rather you wrote with a clear mind than one that's still aching over the loss of a loved one (I've been there before) so I know it must be hard. Be strong and get a lot of hugs they tend to help ^_^

ZaraNK1 #4 Apr 25, 2012 13:47:05

Take your time, healing from loss is a process one you should never push. When you're ready, we're here.

ZennethWriting #5 Apr 25, 2012 12:00:44

Hey don't worry about it. I mean Ari and I are kind of the same boat in promising things then not being able to deliver them. All you can do is shrug say they need to learn to accept that life throws plans out the window and do what you can. Don't let people wear you down or beat you. There's a saying Ari and I love by, "Hold your head high gorgeous, there are people who'd kill to see you fall." and also one I live by, "People that hate you try to break you down and destroy you, people who you try and please will do the same. So all you can do is stick around as long as you can and prove them wrong in your own time at your own pace. We all have to move at our own tempo."
~Alia