It is a fact that I am bipolar and have periodical mood swings. It's no different
with me as a shipper. That's why more often than not, you'll see me spazzing
and going crey for a certain otp, and a few moments later, I sob because of
their inevitable angst. Crazy, I know. Trust me, it's not easy. rofl

But thankfully, I have a list of very dear friends and fellow shippers that keep
me on my toes. If not for them, my feelings over my otps would have been
at the extreme ends: either too much spazzing, or too much angst.



To my icefishy hero, JAY --  puddlefish, f ii s h y ☆, thatfish, @piranhaee
who, through her continuous love for the stupid Fishy prince and the gorjess
Ice princess, reminds me to keep believing despite the YoonHae and TaecSica
controversies; to keep an open mind, to accept whatever the truth is while
remaining objective and respectful of other fandom. I have thanked her a lot
of times already and her answer remains constant, that she has done nothing
and that she's just a fan who has lots of feelings for her otp. But really, to all
icefishies, you do not know how much your feels are appreciated. For me,
specifically, without your excellent observation and analysis of every fancam
during the GREAT HAESICA DEPRESSION, I would have jumped ships to
YoonHae already. You managed to spot even the minimal, frustrating and
'almost' interactions at a time when my hopes are really at the lowest point.
You saved me when haesica's about to sink like the titanic. And now, with our
OTP (hopefully) slowly coming into terms, I think you deserve it more than
anyone else. Thank you, Jay! :)


To my favorite AFF blogger, the most adorable HyoHyuk there is,
JESSICA -- SAPPHiREDREAMs, coloringtheskyx
I may just be a silent reader, but know that I always read your blog no matter
how random it could be because most often than not, I am well entertained.
That's why when I suddenly missed TaeTeuk and wanted more of HyoHyuk,
I knew you'd be the best person to run to. And you really did make me happy
... no, wait. Happy is an understatement. What word could describe my grati-
tude for you is beyond what any dictionary could define. I especially love your
"HYOHYUK " as you'd like to call it because you make HyoHyuk look
ten times more adorable than they already are. And for TaeTeuk, you remind
me how a dork should be. I can never describe it better. T^T Thank you jess!
PS. I'd love to spazz with you on these two lovely couples. Do you have twitter?
(if you don't, make one n.o.w. lol)


To my Krystal, my first ever anon, JUNNIE -- @taenqoonim, sweetlemonrain
I'll be honest now and confess that I do miss you. :) But I don't want to trouble
you at this crucial time in your education. It saddens me though, to read your
tweets about feeling tired and stressed. So I wish that you'd relax for a while &
take a break every now and then. Take care of yourself, Krystal! keke

Anyway, this spot's for me to thank you for being the epitome of YulSung
shippers, or Imperfectionists, as we have agreed to call ourselves. Shipping a
couple who does not have a lot of moments would have been very hard, add
the fact that Yuri have another (and definitely disturbing) pairing. But to know
that you ship them regardless of lacking moments or the other pairing, inspires
me to do the same. YulSung deserves to be loved like other Super Generation
pairings. (And Yesung should know of you, Junnie.) So thank you for being an
inspiration to me, and I hope you'd inspire more YulSung shippers in the future!


And lastly, to my two lovely dongsaengs, JEN and MARY -- @babyseokyu/
@mygreenpepper, @iammarybebanco
Both of you and the rest of the PH Wires in FB, never fail to prove to me that
Wires (especially PH, Thai and Indonesian Wires) are one of the best fandom
in Super Generation. And when it comes to you two, I share the feeling of Taeng
and Teuk towards their maknaes since I am your extremely bipolar unnir while
you are my dongsaengs. keke and it helps a lot that we're all both Filipinos, so
it's easier to spazz about SeoKyu. lololol~ I hope our plan of going to Davao
this May will push through and I'll be able to meet you both in person soon! :)
We'll have a mini SeoKyu party, alright? Ugh, I just love you both<3


Don't be sad if you're not in this, especially to those special people I talk to in
twitter, tumblr and here in AFF. You are very much loved!

Here's a little shoutout to ya'll amazing pips:
@burstallout, @itsmeclaudd, @soonkyuoppar, @kittyICEfishy, @fluffysheep159,
@VanHae_, @snsdgirlsloveme, @_leejung_, Wyn @LD_SJ, @_holalalala_, Rum,
my dorkyleaders co-admins, the elitist es, my subsribers here, followers and
anons. Thank you all for reminding me why I ship my OTPs. It really means so 
much to a sensitive, bipolar, overly obsessive fangirl like me.

ALL. MY. CREYS.
TT_________TT


from onetrue913, ourfivehugs, -haebaragi


ALSO, a shoutout to my favorite fanfic writer of all time: WITHOUTCHANGE.
I hope to hear from you soon, and read more from you! I miss your fics ;~;




PS. lol I've decided to use Gaye as my official internet name. Thea seemes too
good to be true. kekeke so please call me Gaye from now on. ;P