So, I was feeling rather upset last night, as I had written in my previous blogpost. Well, for me, when I'm upset, I tend to write a poem about it. So yeah... here goes.

 

 

It hurts tonight

But I won't put up a fight

I'll let it overtake me

I'll just let it be

 

I hate how you tried

To carelessly toss me aside

Like I'm just some junk

Realization had sunk

 

I realized no one will stay

No one will make it okay

They'll leave me in a mess

A burning sensation in my chest

 

The wind had knocked me out

No words left my mouth

I can't breathe, can't speak

The pain has left me weak

 

No words to describe

What I feel inside

I'm walking on thin line

The world's spinning in my mind

 

I'll be lying if I smile

Cos there's no numbers for me to dial

Everyone's busy with their own things

While I'm still stuck on finding

 

I'm finding for this, for that

Yet I've given up on getting it back

I'll let go on things that are too great

They've disappeared like the food I ate

 

What's the use? No one cares

They left me here in this nightmare

That's it, I'm closing that door

I won't care anymore.

 

 

 

That's right... I'm not going to care anymore...