Pain
Sometimes i wish i wasn't even born.
I'm always depressed at school.
I'm always alone
I always cry when i get home
I wish i could end my life (but it won't happen)
I don't even know what to do anymore
couldn't i just not be here right now
God i'm suffering to much
i need all this weight taken off my shoulders
i want someone there for me
i want someone to always be there for me and not forget me
i'm always left behind
i am always invisible
no one knows what i am feeling inside
what they see is only the outside
i wanna cry so bad
but i don't have anybody to lend me their shoulder
God i can't take this anymore
there is just so much pain
no one knows what i'm going through
no one even cares about me
i have no real friends they just left me
my friends where stolen from me
they just left
like i'm just a toy that gets tossed into the trash can
i never talk in school
i wouldn't even talk for the whole day!
I always keep a straight face cause i didn't want to cry in class
i don't want to see a counsler
cause it would be no use for me
its just telling a stranger your story
i'm going to go cry now
good bye
and i'll update once in a while^^
SuJu <3 you very much
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