Had a good laugh watching Win Win with Beast last night. To be honest, before I knew Block B and Teen Top, Beast is one of my favourite group with Super Junior and TVXQ. I used to love them as much as I love SJ, TVXQ, Block B and Teen Top now.

When I rediscovered K-Pop in 2010, Beast song, ‘Shock’ is one of the earliest K-Pop song I’ve heard. I joined and follow Beast fanpages on Facebook and Twitter. I once said, “I may be a new fan of Beast now, but I will be the biggest Beauty after a few months!” on one of the fanpages I joined on Facebook.

But after Teen Top debuted, I somehow forget a bit about them. Time passed and I realized I can’t keep on pretending that I still love them. No matter how hard I tried to have that ‘feeling’ towards them again. I feel bad for Beast but I just can’t love them anymore. In the end, I went to the same page I said I’ll be a Beauty and said, “Maybe some of you remember what I said about “being a Beauty after a few months”, but I realized I can’t be one.”

I admit, I do miss them when I hear their songs or read news about them, but again, that special ‘feeling’ for them is just not there. I figure I’ll just give up on trying to be a Beauty and just stay as a K-Pop fan that know them, their names, faces, and their songs.

But after watching Win Win, I realized that I still like them, even after two years not giving a damn about them. I’m quite surprised I actually knew a lot about them. Win Win made me like them again. Interested in them again. And maybe to love them again like two years ago.