At times, the internet isn't too reliable, so please, I need your help!

I've just become a new Beauty ... please help me by letting me know which shows BEAST appears, which shows Yoon Doojoon has been in, or which variety show, MV etc. BEAST or their members has been on. I really want to know a lot more about BEAST - I'm still exploring K-POP ^^

You may ask me why I love Yoon Doojoon most ?

I'll explain it ^^ (I'ld love to tell you why)

If you had read my other blog, you'll know. Haha, but I'll retell it :)

Firstly, before when I first knew BEAST, Dongwoon was the first to catch my attention. I guess it was because of the MV Beautiful & I Like You The Best - his hair was so beautiful, his cute face (I love EVERYTHING cute!) and his voice, that voice, that face of his - it looks more like a foreign person, not like a Korean guy ... haha :) Anyhow, I guess that's why :) I also liked how he acted in the role of being Junhyung's friend in those two MVs :)

Then I liked Doojoon & Yoseob more, because they are so adorable - Yoseob because I just love his vocals; I mean, I love ALL of BEAST's vocals - Junhyung and his amazing rapping, Yoseob & Hyunseung because of their amazing vocals and hitting those high notes (especially in Fiction) and Doojoon-Dongwoon's soothing vocals - I also love Doojoon's rap especially in Say No; I loooooooooove that song ! His part of "Say no, no, no, no, no. Say no, no, no, no, no" It is too ..... too sweet and eeeee I really love it ! His hand gestures too ! OMO I can't get bored of it, ever! Haha, my friends - they are fans of BEAST too, Beauties - they call Hyunseung 'be de' as in 'gay' because his hair and face looks like a girl (I think because they can't pronouce his name, haha) and because when asked, BEAST members say if they were to get a girlfriend, they would get a Hyunseung-look alike, ROFLS ! But it is true, Hyunseung does look like a girl at times. Though definately not during other MVs such as Troublemaker or Fiction or something along those lines. His hair in Troublemaker is too cute !! :) Better than his curly hair xD I like straight hair than curly - looks more neater in guys.

And now, more than ever, (I'm still a strong ELF so don't worry ELFs, ELF || A Secret Rendezvous is still going ! :] ) I love Yoon Doojoon.

Did I tell you why? Why and how Doojoon suddenly popped into my head and became my ultimate bias? Well I'll tell you why ~

Once upon a time, One day, not too long ago, I had a dream... a dream in which I never ever even want to wake from ! Hahaha :)

Setting: My school, towards the front at J block (veranda).

Time: I'm guessing it is early in the morning or in the afternoon where school is dismissed.

Story: Well, I was standing, my hands & body leaning towards the railing of the varanda, waiting for Doojoon. I think that time, we were going somewhere or it was one of our long time reunion or something ... And then I paced a bit, because he wasn't showing up and I wondered what was wrong... so I just waled down one of the end of the varanda and kinda stood still, observing something while thinking of Doojoon and yeah, just standing one feet on the step above, one feet on the step below.

Not long later, I heard a voice calling: "Cindy,"

I knew that voice, and turned around and saw Doojoon.

I was so happy inside, but I showed just a smile and a calm expression, and I bowed my head, saying: "Annyeong(haesayo) Doojoon-sshii"

Then afterwards, this middle-aged lady walked by to the right side of me, Doojoon's left. She looked at me and I bowed my head, smiling. She smiled back and looked at Doojoon, indicating that 'This is the right girl'

I thought she looked very familiar, like I've seen her before. I think she's a teacher around the school. Little did I know, she was actually Doojoon's umma.

He smiled and nodded, and stretched out his hand for me to hold. I stepped forward and shyly gave my hand to him - he enclosed it and we went out into this door that eridicated light. I think we went somewhere like out of school or something ~ But in reality of the area in school, it was just an entrance into J Block ~ Haha :)

OMO It was one of those dreams where I was so ... I felt really loved, especially by Doojoon and eeee I didn't want to wake up from it T^T

Also, that time I wasn't really too much of a BEAUTY. I mean, I do LOVE BEAST but not as much as Suju.

Since that dream where Doojoon's sudden appearance instead of anyone else, aka someone I like or someone in SUJU, it was strange, but thanks to that I'm really .... happy :)

I haven't watched the MV 'I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better' for a long time and when I had that dream, I think it was inspired by the MV, because even though I hardly watch MVs these days, but whenever I watched that MV, it was one of those moments where I picture myself as G.NA and all those cute scenes etc. ... I really wished to be loved by Doojoon ... hahaha :)

From this, I got a new idea for a fanfic xD

Peeps, don't steal my idea ! Bwahhahahaha !

Current BEAST song obsession: The Fact, Break Down and Back To You. The Fact because it reminds me of this other song, I think. It sounds so beautiful and really sad and heartbroken somehow, I don't know. I didn't search up what the lyrics mean yet but it just really touching and ... haha I can never really express my feelings into words, but I hope you understand ! :)

I guess that's basically it ... time to do English hw xD

Toodles ! :)

-Cindy-